:(

It was a very stressful and depressing day.

My heart's been bleeding last night. I missed those important persons who have once colored my life. Been trying hard to get in touch with my Kuya Melvin but all my attempts have failed. Really got me into tears just before i closed my eyes. He must have forgotten his little sister :(

I missed also the coffeebean :(

**************

Left the office at 9am for an outside monthly meeting of TSC in TBPC (Calamba). Went back at almost 3pm.

I was indeed stressed and depressed. My lifesaver has increased its requirements and i don't have any to spare. I couldn't get my work done, i am disturbed and I WANT TO DIE. Instantly.

But i just can't shoot myself and die.

I could always pretend to be happy and jolly and see the world in different ways. I could enjoy a very funny and interesting conversation without them knowing how painful i am feeling inside.

****************

17:20] friend: wala ka klase?
[17:20] kerstinne25: wala pa
[17:20] friend: ahh sowi sembreak nga pala
[17:20] kerstinne25: sembreak pa
[17:20] kerstinne25: ) uu nga
[17:21] friend: hihihi
[17:21] friend: saya naman
[17:21] friend:
[17:21] friend: buti pa sila may sembreak
[17:21] kerstinne25: oo nga e
[17:21] kerstinne25: kami alang bakasyon
[17:21] kerstinne25:
[17:22] friend: ako din kaya
[17:22] friend: pero keri lang
[17:22] friend: ako gumagawa ng sarili ko bakasyon
[17:22] friend:
[17:22] kerstinne25: ako lging absent..undertym..etc
[17:22] friend: hehehe
[17:22] friend: kasi nga ang baba ng iyong engagement and satisfaction level
[17:22] friend:
[17:23] kerstinne25:
[17:23] kerstinne25: anu daw?
[17:23] friend: hahaha
[17:23] friend: work satisfaction and work engagement level mo
[17:23] friend: mababa
[17:24] friend:
[17:24] kerstinne25:
[17:24] friend: meron kasi kame nyan dito sa accenture
[17:25] Meebo Message: friend is offline

********

"kasi nga ang baba ng iyong engagement and satisfaction level"

hindi ko talaga agad naintindihan ito. off-topic ba or baka wala lang talaga ako sa sarili kanina. ang alam ko lang, may mga luhang nag uunahang pumatak. hindi ko na din alam kung para saan....

HOW TO TELL IF YOU NEED TO PRAY AT WORK

How to tell if you need to pray at work














*****

Thanks Karissa for this email. Now i'm praying already

I TOLD YOU IT'S IN MY GENES

hahaha.

naipit na naman ang kaliwang hintuturo ko sa dalawang bakal kanina sa engineering office.

sabi ko na nga ba...

malas talaga ako.

ANG SAKITTTTTTTTTT!!!

KANGAROO MEAT

I had a chance to chew on a very delectable Kangaroo meat from Australia. Thanks to Pareng Ron, it was real yummy.

I haven't had the chance to take a picture of it, because my dear good friend Jojit hasn't returned my digicam yet. But it was more of beefy-like meat, tastes good when marinated and roasted.

According to studies, Kangaroo meat is ideal for maintaining a balanced diet. Kangaroo meat is low in cholesterol and fat and high in protein and minerals.

Below is the nutritional benefits of Kangaroo as compared to other meat:
(Source: Food GL & Fogerty AC. 1982. The fatty acids of kangaroo and wallaby meat.CSIRO Food Research Quarterly, 42, 57-61).

	Protein (%)	Fat (%)	Kilojoules (per 100g)	P/M/S ratio	Cholesterol (mg/100g)	Iron (mg/100g)
Kangaroo	24	1-3	500	1.5(1)1	56	2.6
Lean Lamb	22	2-7	530	0.1(0.9)1	66	1.8
Lean Beef	22	2-5	500	0.1(0.9)1	67	3.5
Lean Pork	23	1-3	440	0.2(1.3)1	50	1.0
Lean Chicken Breast	23	2	470	0.4(1.5)1	50	0.6
Rabbit	22	2-4	520	0.8(0.5)1	70	1.0

Hhmmmnnn..

Pare next time ulit ha :D

frustrated max payner

My mind had been set for a weekend of relaxation with my Ate Kims and hopefully, with Krystler. We were supposed to watch Max Payne,

but.........
unfortunately, i was harassed again by the Boss to finish the Kaizen project.


when will i be free?

Sucks

I've been sooooooooo exhausted for the past few days.

Been going home super late due to insistent Boss' demand.
We've been doin the company's manuscript and presentation for the Kaizen competition in Toyota come November 12.
Sucks a lot really.
I ain't part of the Kaizen group.
I'm just this someone whom the Boss' had asked to help the group. (or harassed?)
But you know what really happened?
Seems like I've been been exerting my 101% effort while all of them had been exerting just... a minute fraction of their time and effort.
Yep.
Sucks really.
And i hate it.

the "K" (part2)

Oh maybe it's in my genes :) Hahahaha.

I got the part two of my "katangahan" just last night, nung naipit ung right thumb ko sa pinto ng sasakyan.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Kung hindi ba naman talaga ako pinaglalaruan ng pagkakataon....


Tsk tsk tsk.

Pinagdadasal ko nga na sana ay wag naman mamatay ung kuko ko.





My right thumb swelled to a whopping 13mm (left side view)
May internal hemorrhage pa sa may cuticle.

Tsk tsk tsk.

katangahan

It was raining on a Tuesday morning. I was lucky enough to park the car in the last two remaining slots in the covered area. As soon as the engine ceased its life, i immediately double checked everything before i got out of the car: handbreak pulled, wiper off, aircon off, freshener closed and backseat doors locked. I scanned the floor for some mess and seeing none, i rifled through my bag and pulled my three-fold umbrella.

Before i got out of the car, i noticed the mist that settled in the windshield had fine dust particles, so before it dries up to a stain, I slipped right back into the same hectic frenzy and grabbed the rag underneath the seat. I got out of the car with my bag and umbrella resting on the driver's seat, carefully sweep the windshield, windows and the mirrors outside the car.

I suddenly heard something snapped in its place.

Oh, the door!

I must have unconsciously bumped into it. WHoah.

I checked to see if it locked itself, with my car key and it's duplicate right inside my bag which is... right inside the car :D

And yes. It did lock itself.

I choked back the hysteria that threatened to explode, but a small giggle managed to get out. Ah..silly me.

I glanced around to see if there are witnesses to my stupidity. I happened to see Leo, one of our company drivers, approaching the blue Revo parked three cars away from me. Hiding a secret twinge of regret, i waved at him, and as he approached me, i told him i got the door locked and left my key inside my bag which is ...yeah..inside the car.

He went back to his Revo, opened its hood, and pulled something in its machine.
Ahh, the oil dip stick.
I wondered what he was up to. He then stood next to me, I watched him as he wiped the dip stick with the same rag that i used a while ago. He slipped the cleaned dip stick underneath my door handle. Hmmnn..will he be able to unlock it? I hoped and i prayed.

He didn't get it unlocked the first try. He switched from the left and right door and still didn't get it. I can see the inside lock slightly move as he inserts the stick to and from.

All the agitation dissolved as soon as he asked me to checked the other door as he might have hit an unlocker wire in his... nth try.

I breathed a sigh of relief as i approached the other door, grabbed the handle, and voila! got the door wide opened. (Welcome back silly Lois!) I immediately snatched my bag inside, and smiled back at Leo, as i closed the door again.

Whoah. Thank heavens Leo rescued me. I don't know what i would do next if he hadn't helped me.

According to Sir Rolly, "may tawag jan Lois... "

*big evil grin*

Yeah i know.

It's the BIG, LETTER "K". (The word comes in gigantic bold fonts, followed by a litany of indictment in equally huge fonts)

SICK

I've been sick since yesterday.

Extreme headache.Fever. Urrrgghhh.

Can't even stand.

Bedridden for almost the whole day.

Missed Carl Daniel's christening :(

Missed the coffeebean :(

BUNCH OF THANKS

I am a full-blooded Filipino and i am raised in such a way that my natural predilection is into being a hospitable person, a characteristic that is more often clumped in a Pinoy. And so that explains why most of the times, i am compelled to offer a cup of coffee to any visitor in our engineering building, though some would note that it is way beyond my job description as a staff engineer. Mr. Serra once noted that preparing a cup of coffee for these Japanese boss wouldn't hurt us a lot considering this is one of the many ways to welcome them in our AFC family.

I could still remember those mornings when Pareng Ronnie and I had to alternately prepare a cup of coffee to our former boss, Mr. Fukaya. We'd love to hear him sip the hot coffee that we had prepared.

Just recently, we had a visiting Japanese engineer, Mr. Maejima. And just as i often do, i offered him a cup of coffee when i once saw him becoming tired, exhausted and sleepy in an afternoon. Everytime i had to prepare a cup of coffee of my own, i made an extra effort of preparing a cup for Mr. Maejima also, even if it meant sparing my own 3-in-1 stocks (na ninenok namin ni Leizah sa TSC seminar

Friday, October 10. I was in Puerto Azul for the TSC 2009 Hoshin Preparation when Reggie, Mr. Maejima's interpreter texted me, saying Mr. Maejima is off to go back to Japan on that same day, and that he left me a gift in my workstation. I was really surprised and of course, elated. I didn't expect things to go that way.

As soon as i got back to the company, i hurriedly checked the gift in the office.

10-10-08

Lois,

Please accept this as a token of my appreciation for your kindness during my stay in AFC. Thank you.

Maejima








pink hankies. love it!

GOOG-LING MY NAME

Saw this in a blog ..

So i "googled" my name also. Gaya-gaya ako e. hahaha

FAMILY NAME:

• My family name is the 82344th most common family name in the United States
• My family name occurs 213 times in the most recent US Census (2000)

• 0.08 out of every 100,000 people in the United States have the family name ****
• 50.23% are White
• 0% are Black
• 8.92% are Hispanic (any)
• 34.74% are Asian / Pacific Islander
• 0% are American Indian / Native American
• 3.29% are Two or More

FIRST NAMES / GIRLS NAMES

• Wala ung first name ko sa parehong list
  

Hhhhmmmnnn... how come 50.23% of those having the same surname as mine are white? May discrimination ba?

RED ALERT

Woke up late this morning (what's new :D) Dreamt of someone very, very, very close to my heart. Oh how i miss the coffeebean.

Driving my way to office, i was singing loud to "Peace it together" by Eraserheads.



"Basag..ipagdikit-dikit..
Pusong punit-punit..
Let's peace it together.."


Funny to infuse myself with thoughts on fostering world peace while at the back of my mind, i am planning a major coup against &%$*@$#Q!!%##%&$&*%*(#& Kume.

Ahahaha. Happy 2nd monthsary to me and the tale of the neverending nevergiven (never-been-touched-never-been-kissed-never-been-killed-but-will-do-so-in-the-next-few-days) gasoline allowance. :hat:

Yep. I have enrolled myself in an artillery training to be fully equipped when the warfare is officially on. Ooopssss. No large-calibre guns here though. Ehe. I am now taking indulgence in the PSP game Worms Open Warfare 2.

Still on training mode, i take too much pleasure in killing the worms of the other camp, with the explicit image of $&^@$%*$&^%!%^%!#$%#!$ Kume's head in place of those cutie little worms. Oh i love how my mind autoprograms itself in detecting scoundrels like him. Oh how i would love throwing to him the fireballs of hell for real..

Twilight

Darkness Fell

Twilight had settled in.

I wish i could embrace the coming of twilight as much as i have embraced the setting of the sun.

In a fleeting moment, i was drowned in the midst of my emotions. Lost in the tiny wisps of time that hung in the air like fireflies in summer skies.

I miss the sunlight. It embraces me in the heat of d day, but scorches enough for me to feel the real pain. It reminds me that there's comfort in being submissive, yet stings when more than enough has been given. The torment shall eventually subside, but the remnants of agony will still linger.


I always find my sunlight when the twilight started to settle in. How can i stop the sunlight from hiding its beams? I am nothing. I can do nothing.No amount of energy can make my sunlight stay. For I do not own my sunlight.

I can feel the surroundings ease up as the twilight began to set in its place. The rays of the sunlight is slowly fading away to its oblivion.Slowly disappearing into this mundane world. How i would miss it, when it would cradle me in its rays, rock me on its beams, and brightens me in the dark. It gives me a thousands of reasons for living, for celebrating, for enjoying life. And while the twilight begins to flail wildly like a moth against the porch light, i felt a crispiness in the air that holds the promise of an early tomorrow.These are the moments when i'm struck by a deep sense of wonder, I can sometime loose track of time when staring at this awe.It is When these things are happening that i often find myself filled with longing, though im at a loss to tell you what it is that i feel my life is missing.

As the twilight envelopes the surroundings..i drowned myself in a state of oblivion. I shall forget the pains i had when the sunlight is flashing through. For tomorrow, i look forward to another day of celebration. Darkness will follow, and again, i will miss my sunlight. But I should be inspired by the realization that there will be stars to stare at, which are the magic of life's mysteries.

May2007

SYMBIANIZE IS BACK!

SYMBIANIZE IS BACK!

Pero dito sa office ayaw pa din :furious:
Magtrabaho daw ako ng maayos :slap:

CAN'T WAIT

Parang antagal naman ng 2 weeks :(

Can't wait.

I gotta see my doc.

DAMSEL

She stands beneath the mystic moon
As her love sleeps on the canopy
It would not slumber on a lagoon
Where the shadows are weak and weary.

Soft may the words of the wanton airs
It could always wave a melancholy
A tomb of sorrow is what it bares
but her solemn silence will be kept more holy

The beauty sleeps in its sacred keep
O, lady bright on her own fate
Heaven endures her as passion lies hidden
Not a knight or a vagabond would keep here awake.

But waft the damsel on her dreams
Her innocence molders her own destiny
May the alluring entity which springs
Gleam up her night musically.

THE KNIGHT PUBLICATION

I saw Ten's entry in her multiply blog about a video done by the present staff of the Knight Publication.



I then found myself walking down the memory lane and it really hit me, was i so nostalgic in the next minutes.

I have always loved the Knight Publication and i have dedicated my entire college life to this institution along with my burning desire to act, serve and foster positive change to the studentry.

Dang, i really miss those overnight lay outs with our mixed shitty attitudes and shitty tempers!

And I miss them too. So much.
Chris Garcia/Doy Patalot/Marc Brian Torres/Diana Estelon/Van Evangelista/Allan Lianza/Catherine Tan/Donabel Morales/Esperanza Sicat/Reginald Villanueva/Nerian Guyang/Joan May De Leon/Ethylene Lombos/Vernadeth Gualberto/Christopher Laco/Jennifer Natividad/Paul Legion/Maymin Go/Rossette Vicente/Tiffany Morales/Agnes Villegas/Gazelle Suazo/Reginald Apolinario/Cecil Liwanag/Migs Alvarez/ Jojit Larino/ Johnell Gutierrez/August Alcasabas/Roberto Sangel/Ice Salcedo/Smile Matienzo/Kia Diaz/Ederle Mas/Jeffrey Amon/Milben Lapitan/Chustine Fermin/NINA SAN MIGUEL

SYMBIANIZE offline

SYMBIANIZE

Offline.

Whew!

My YM and cellphone got bombarded by messages from beloved symbianizers (Certified Symbianize Addicts) asking when the site would be online again. I can feel that level of longingness that makes us all desperate for a virtual home.

I have read Purpleskyz recent entry on her multiply blog about Symbianize going offline and my heart swelled with joy upon realizing how this site has transformed our lives from casual dummies to uber addicted cybernerds to real close superfriends (and also from diligent and disciplined workers to delinquent laborers. hehe)

Symbianize is upgrading its server in order for us to be served better. So just relax and be patient. While our virtual home is temporarily closed, let us allow our minds to comtemplate on something that so resolutely parallels with our addicted cybernetic nature. Anu-ano un? Indi ko din alam. Bwahahaha.

Sa kabilang banda...MAGTRABAHO MUNA DAW TAYO NG MAAYOS. MAGING ISANG DAKILANG EMPLEYADO. ISANG MODELONG ESTUDYANTE. BWAHAHAH.

MADSLAP TO ALL.

While we are not yet sure when the site will be online.. you can temporarily shout all you want in the cbox that i will be placing in my blogsite. Pero that will be done mamayang gabi. I'm still busy working hard here at the office :liar:

MADSLAP ulit sa lahat.

:hat:

Kailangan Kita

Kailangan Kita
by George Canseco



Thanks for the song :)

I am not leaving yet.
I'll be here for you.
Always.

DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE

An officemate of mine had already reported to work this morning after a very terrible vehicular accident they had undergone 2 days ago. Apparently...both of them were drunk, after a "stress-relieving" gimmick they had that night (almost till dawn?)

With Jay driving his lime-colored box-type lancer, Dalobee noted that Jay were already swerving here and there having drunk too much. It was already 2 in the morning, they were both enforcing sanity on their being while drunkenness and sleepiness riot on their whole. Dalobee had already fallen to the yearnings of the moment, which is to doze even just for a while as Jay accelerated his car in full gears. Even before they rolled the wheels, he already instructed Jay to drive carefully.

He suddenly felt a strong compelling force in his left face... an impact that so resolutely had shaken almost his soul. He was baffled to feel a trickle of blood oozing from his forehead.. was so blinded with the sudden impact that he missed out the blood coming from his chin. In an instant he felt his lower body becoming numb, after awakening to the stark raving truth that they had terribly crashed into another vehicle.

Dalobee woke up from his stupor, and his tounge felt as if it were twisted seeing Jay lying cold beneath the squashed steering wheel forced into his body. The impact was so terrible it had side swiped to the incoming Nissan Patrol on the other lane, crushing half of the vehicle on the driver's side, having Jay trampled beneath the vehicle's wrecked half body. He felt at that instant moment that Jay was already dead, he shook him badly, called his name over and over again as if to hurriedly call his wandering spirit to return to its entity and bring back Jay to life. He was compelled by a force more elemental than anything else, which is the instinct to save Jay to the best that he could, to awaken him at that instant moment. When his efforts finally elicited a whimper from Jay, it was then that he realized that this isn't just a part of any dramatic conceit they were all prone to or had made it to a point to cultivate. To resign himself to having his companion gone and suddenly gets a hint that he is magically and miraculously still alive, i can only imagine what bliss it brings.

They were rescued by the people in the nearby streets and hospital. Dalobee was fine with some bruises and blood. while it took the rescuers three long hours before they could pull out Jay's body inside the distorted vehicle. They had to cut by acetylene the obtruding vehicle parts and stripped Jay's clothing to be able to be pulled easily and allow the breath of life to be inhaled into his being.

And that was the story according to Dalobee. Jay's still confined at the hospital right now, recovering from the blast of tremors of physical and emotional pain they had undergone.

Believing that accidents are inevitabilities waiting to happen don't expulcate them of what happened. They were both intoxicated and the alcohol maybe had consumed their sanity. I admitted to having post-trauma on driving because the stark images of that accident wouldn't depart my mind. All my co-workers are dearest to me. Being my everyday companion in these labor-mandated hours for almost a quarter of my life, you could imagine what depths of despair i had felt upon hearing what had happened to them.

I drive. But i don't drink. (And i also have no gasoline allowance yet...2 months na.. F*@&!@#$!!#$%^&&*%$ Kume) I know my other feet is on the grave once i start to roll the wheels. I hold in me my very life and those riding with me, along with the others on the streets where i'll pass by. And so it is very imperative that one needs to be in his full sane mind when driving. Don't drink and drive.

GOT MILK?

Serving Up the Milk Message

The National Milk Mustache "got milk?" Campaign is one of the most recognized and respected advertising campaigns, having earned a place in advertising history. As the "umbrella" campaign for print, radio and TV advertising, as well as public relations, promotions and other initiatives, the "got milk?" message is one that's on everyone's lips across the U.S. Since its inception over 10 years ago, this fun and compelling message has helped boost awareness of the nutritional aspects of milk, and was the impetus to expand the availability of milk to more consumers than ever before.

(http://www.milkdelivers.org/got-milk-campaign/)

And LOIS is joining the campaign.

Bwahahaha.

Why drink milk?

Milk + Nutrition

(http://www.milkdelivers.org/nutrition-information/)

• According to the Dietary Guidelines for Americans 2005, issued by the U.S. Department of Agriculture and the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services, adults and children over age 8 should consume 3 cups per day of fat-free or lowfat milk or equivalent milk products. Children ages 2-8 should consume 2 cups per day of fat-free or lowfat milk or equivalent milk products.
• Each 8-ounce serving of milk — white or flavored — provides 300 mg of calcium, about one-third to one-fourth of the daily calcium requirement for children.
• Providing a powerful nutrition package of nine essential nutrients including calcium, protein and potassium, milk is the perfect beverage for today's kids and teens.
• Studies demonstrate that when children drink milk at lunch, they have a higher intake of several critical nutrients, including calcium, zinc and vitamin A. In one study, only those children drinking milk at lunch were able to meet their daily calcium requirement.
• A recent study shows children who avoided milk were found to be more likely to experience fractures and be overweight.

Key Vitamins and Minerals in Milk
(http://www.whymilk.com/pdf/milk_nutrition_facts.pdf)

No other beverage packs a more complete nutrient punch than a glass of milk. Here
is a look at how milk’s nutrients work for you.

Calcium
Helps build strong bones and
maintain bone density.

Protein
The protein in milk contains essential
amino acids that help build and
maintain muscle mass.

Vitamin A
The vitamin A in milk helps maintain
normal vision and skin. It also helps
regulate cell growth and maintain the
integrity of the immune system.

Vitamin D
Promotes the absorption of calcium
and phosphorus and influences the
strengthening of bones.

Vitamin B-12
Essential for the growth and health of
the nervous system.

Potassium
Potassium is crucial to regulate the
balance of fluids in the body. Cup for
cup, milk has ten times as much as
an equal serving of the leading sports
drink.

Riboflavin
Helps produce energy in the body’s
cells and plays a vital role in the
development of the nervous system.

Niacin
Keeps enzymes functioning normally
and helps the body process sugars
and fatty acids.

Phosphorus
Help’s generate energy in the body’s
cells and influences bone
mineralization, the strengthening of
bones.

Actually... i got a hot cappuccino there in that pic :D

WHEN I AM DEAD MY DEAREST - Christina Rossetti

I have always loved Christina Rossetti's When i am dead my dearest.

When I am dead, my dearest,
Sing no sad songs for me;
Plant thou no roses at my head,
Nor shady cypress tree:
Be the green grass above me
With showers and dewdrops wet;
And if thou wilt, remember,
And if thou wilt, forget.

I shall not see the shadows,
I shall not feel the rain;
I shall not hear the nightingale
Sing on, as if in pain:
And dreaming through the twilight
That doth not rise nor set,
Haply I may remember,
And haply may forget.



The notion of love and death has always been a great mystery to me.
I wished to be loved just the same even when i am dead.
And for my loved ones to cry not when I'm gone.

COFFEEBEAN

Coffeebean

Oh the joys of a caffeine addict!
I love my coffeebean.

A simple acquaintance.
Serendipity.
Little by little..
i was drawn into the coffeebean.

I found myself in the whirl of decadent flavours...
care.
understanding.
acceptance.
love.

How can i resist a day without cofeebean?

God shots oozing with
incomparable sensations.
Love the smell.
Love the sensation when it warms my throat...
straight to my heart.
Soothes my being.
I love how he conquered me.
My Coffeebean.

LATECOMER

Friday morning.

I missed the shuttle service. Dunno if it's me or the driver (or say 'Mang David' the owner) but i knew i arrived there at the pick up point @6:05am, early enough before they usually pass through.

I saw no 'April' standing in full bloom at the shed where we used to loiter. I suddenly had this gut feeling that i had already missed the service, but half-believing that i am way too early for the pick up time, which was usually around 6:10-6:15am.

Time check. 6:20am.

Whoah. Called Dalobee and April but they weren't answering. Must have been in their most comfortable nap inside the shuttle. Gggrrrr. My last call attempt had Dalobee answering his cellphone, said they were already in the SLEX.

Doomsday.

Furious.

Went back straight home. Thank God traffic isn't that heavy yet. Got the car and storm the road with a furious heart. "Babarilin ko na yung shuttle service na un," I muttered to myself as i rev up the engine to its max.


7:06am. Time in.

Ggggrrrrrrr. Late i am. Mang David approached me as i enter the production area. Told him i was really upset for having missed the service, that i had to drive on my own and shell out some bucks for my gasoline, and that it was indeed their irregularities on their part that had some of the regular employees missed the service. I was blurting out to him all my complaints for their mismanaged shuttle proceedings, and etc..etc.. There was this level of anger that makes me desperate to shoot them all. :getiton:

Wahahaha.

I haven't blogged for quite some time. I've been damn busy nitpicking on some of my actions..contemplating on some pretty good countermeasures in order to get back to my own self.

MANIC-DEPRESSIVE

I'm again plunging myself into deep depression.

I just want to walk outta here and promise to never come back anymore.

The proof of perfidy is stumbling right before my very eyes. Why does quitting this job always seem to be a perfect option in ending up my despair?

FURIOUS

i need an assassin.

my gasoline allowance hasn't been approved for over a month now. i dunno what's inside Mr. Kume's head, but apparently, he's been acting so inhumane ever since his existence in our company, you would mistaken him for a monster that has just popped out from the underground. Yes, a greedy monster masquerading as a soft-spoken Nihon but out there to slash if not completely wipe out all the benefits that the employees had been receiving.

i despise him a lot. (as much as i despise smartbro of course) really.

i dunno what will happen in the next few days. i just feel so disappointed in the present system..i want to leave my work right at the moment. but things are not that easy...

sigh.

PIMP MY PSP ii

I love this psp.
Just woke up one morning and without further ado...
i removed the green skin and replaced it with this one.
Looks good.
Especially with the pink silicon case.


Ah.

I LOVE ERASERHEADS

I LOVE ERASERHEADS

kasalanan ko bang mahal na mahal ko si ely?

SERENDIPITY

Ardour.
Rapturous.
In love.
Serendipity.

:)

BALAGBAG

Wahahaha.

Hindi pa ako masyado marunong magpark.
Obvious naman.
Miyerkules ng umaga.
Ako nauna sa uncovered parking.
Nag park ako diagonally.
Un lang naman lagi nababasa ko.
"Please park diagonally."
Malay ko bang hindi pala ganun sa min.
Kaya pala pagsilip ko...parang walang gusto tumabi sa kin :D
Tapos lahat sila niloloko ako.
Lahat ng makasalubong ko..tawag sa kin "BALAGBAG"
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Bukas aayusin ko na :D

HABILIN

Lunes ng Umaga.
Silip sa yahoogroups.
OSA_SERVI_ALUMNI
Isang email na mula kay Jackie.
Isang tula na likha ni Sir Jovi.
Isang masarap na almusal
sa mga pusong pinagyayaman
ng isang matibay na samahan :)

HABILIN..
by Jovi Cariño

Sabi ng tatay ko, maselan,
mahirap na gawain ang mag-alaga ng mangga
Unang-una, dapat mong tiyakin
na mamumulaklak ito sa tamang panahon
Pagkatapos, ang mga bulaklak ay dapat bantayan;
sikaping hindi ito mapupuksa ng mga peste,
hindi masisira ng bagyo o malakas na ulan.
Dapat itong alagaan ng gamot.
HIgit sa lahat, dapat itong paglaanan ng panahon.
Kumustahin araw-araw, kausapin kung kinakailangan.
Hanggang sa maramdaman mo na ang mangga
ay hindi lamang halaman, kundi kaibigan.
At kapag ito'y namunga, kahit na bubot pa lang
higit na sipag, higit na tyga ang dapat-
ang bubot na bunga ay wala ring ligtas sa kulisap.
Pagdating ng takdang araw,
kapag ang mangga'y husto na sa gulang,
maari na itong pitasin,
ang manibalang ay pahihinugin
ang berde ay padidilawin
ang maasim ay patatamisin.

Pero ito ang sasabihin ko sa iyo:
MAS MATAMIS SA MANGGA ANG KAHAPONG PINAGSALUHAN
MAS MASARAP NAMNAMIN ANG PAGKAKAIBIGAN.
SANA'Y PAHINUGIN. SANA'Y PATAMISIN
MAS MASELAN, MAS MAHIRAP ALAGAAN
ANG BINHI NG DUGTONG DUGTONG NATING KASAYSAYAN..