Tuesday, August 31, 2010


Crepes and leafy greens.

Cafe Breton, please come to me...


I want more ^_^

random brain farts

How big was the moon last night? Is it just me or really the heavenly body? Man, it appeared bigger in my eyes, I'm pretty sure i had my right glasses on.


Finally had a gallon of naturally fermented coco vinegar from tagaytay. Paksiw! Here ye! here ye!


I want that astronomical lens!


Hameshu more je. Hope you're ok.


A dear friend of mine had me yesterday for a night of crepes and ukelele. He just wanted an icebreaker for a turgid run of chores, i wanted a breath of fresh air from a stale room (i was working for 11 hours! for crying out loud! hahaha) A cup of Froyo maybe for the chill, but i was quite slow to realize that yoghurt is one of the processed foods included in my what-not-to-eat list. Poor lois.

We rolled on the road quite late and drove up to Tagaytay. Found ourselves in the Cliffhouse under Cafe Breton's roof. I kinda had difficulty choosing what to fill my tummy, good thing i had a tumbler of fresh milk with me. I settled for the plain crepe (no butter!) and greens (loviedubie lettuce, tomato, onions!). I wish i could splurge on my favorite La Pinay, but it's still a long long way to go before i could finally settle for the foods outside my what-not-to-eat-list. It's the disciplined lois on the spotlight ^_^ Way to go!

After a hearty meal, (must say really hearty, it's one of the meals i devoutly wished for! nom nom nom!), mac still wanted to add chills to the cold Tagaytay breeze. Say complementing the sorroundings, he got his 2 scoops of raspberry burst gellato, while i had to consume my fresh milk. Heaven has no beauty than a melody oozing from Mac's Ukelele strum in between spoonfuls of ice cream. He sang and strum beautifully under the dark canvass of stars.

Mac has always been a very dear friend to me. He inspires me all the time, with his motivational views in life drawn from his experiences. I am always fascinated by his stories of inspirations, last night being the Ukelele as the one setting him free from the cares of the world.

Thank God for my wonderful friends.

and Thank you for this one crepelele (crepe and ukelele) night.

Monday, August 30, 2010


saving up for an astronomical lens :)
let me reach you further, mr. nightsky.
i so love you.

Epic Goodness

I got three packs of Nestle Low fat Fresh Milk at the canteen. Epic goodness. I want it.



i met these kids at the shores of bignay aplaya in sariaya, quezon.
how can i resist their charms... they instantly captured my heart.

Sunday, August 29, 2010


sunrise at sariaya, quezon

I hope to see more extravagant sunrise in my remaining days.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

photo op

looking forward to a great photo op this weekend in sariaya, quezon.
i could enjoy the weekend with just me and my baby d40, but unfortunately.. i'm stuck with a bunch of morons! lols.

kidding aside, i'm a bit excited for the photo ops rather than the thought of getting myself caught in the crashing waves and frolicking at the sands under the scorching heat of the sun. so congratulate me.

be back tomorrow.


Jupiter with me

Last night i was enthralled at the brightest dot of flame in the dark canvass above. I wasn't expecting to see the planet Mars as big as the moon, (it was a hoax! for crying out loud!) but i knew that it was the planet Jupiter who was gracing my another lonesome stargazing.

The nightsky is always an awesome sight to behold.

in turkey 21:47 moon and jupiter (from fan photos of earthsky.org)


i want it FULL.

Friday, August 27, 2010



missin' YOU.

Thursday, August 26, 2010


It's so agonizing to hear the news about the series of bombings in Iraq :'( Sets up a gloomy morning on my part, weakening my system because a big part of me is longing for someone who is there right now.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010


Off to a seminar. catch yah all later

Tuesday, August 24, 2010


Rodeo Ride. Genting Highlands. Sep09.

so cute.


It's not about the CAD files that you were asking me to do,
It's your stinky breath that i can't even stand to.

I just hate my Japanese boss.
He could have killed me had he stayed for another 5seconds.

This is hell.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Ok. Where do i start?

Ok. Where do i start? :D


I've been soooooooooooooooooooo busy. I used to blog daily but now i don't know where my time has gone the past few days that i haven't been around. Maybe it was my very own ordeal with the chasm between what have i done to prolong my existence, how are things going on inside me, and what would happen to me in a month or year.

I often desire to know how readily have i let go of things. I often wonder how i was able to handle the gaping divide between what i want in my life and what i have right now. No one who is born into this world and lives long enough is spared from the biggest contradictions, nor of stark reality of how things run in this real world.

All right. Gibberish this is again.


I have been religiously advocating my no-processed-no-preservatives diet and i am doing quite very very well. *clap clap clap* I haven't missed the pork and beef meat, nor the coffee, nor the junks that i used to stuff in my stomach. It's rewarding yet agonizing because i always have to prepare my very own food in order to be assured that it is in natural composition. I am what i eat, and kudos for the bitterness in me who just cannot eat what a normal human could. LOLS.


Ok. SO i received a laptop bag from Mareng fannie for the photocoverage of his Dad's 60th birthday. Does this mean i need to buy a laptop? Last Christmas, i received a laptop sleeve from VPMI. Premonitions? ROFL.


I so want that Anne Klein crystal skeleton watch. Deym. Clamouring for more OT OT OT!


RTD on Wednesday with Doc Joy. So, i need to change profession again for a night. Mark your calendars, come Wednesday, i will be transformed from being an engineer to a doctor. NOM NOM NOM.


The princess misses the superhero big time.


Friday, August 20, 2010

185/65 R14

just so i know

i need four badly.
185/65 R14

Thursday, August 19, 2010


It's the 19th.

I comfort myself into feeling something that is felt within, that he's here inside the central pumping unit of my body, feeling his heart close to mine, closer in spirit, closest in prayers.

I haven't blogged sensibly lately. I am much clogged by extreme emotions that just perforate the core of my soul, i decide to disperse it in silence.

Today is another blessed day. After my struggle to live a normal life, i realized i just couldn't. I will always be bounded by a set of rules in my own world. Four days and i am religiously following the natural diet (no preservatives and no processed food, no pork and beef meat, all natural). Four days and i am struggling to find peace in my soul, convincing myself that my remaining days are to be well spent. Four hopeful days that there will be one morning in my life when i will be free from this malady. Four happy days of no caffeine and soda, four healthy days of havin' a much needed rest and sleep.

Congratulations lois. Keep it up.

I would like to thank my auntie for cooking for me this evening. God knows how much i appreciate the deed, i never, would have wanted to be burden again that is why i am doing all of this sacrifice. I really appreciate havin' prepared a special food for me, and i feel loved and cared in an instant. God is good, in time, He will heal us both. His will be done.

I apologize to my sister for being in a situation such as this. I really do. I do not want to die early, even earlier, i still would love to spend more time with you, but it is God's will should i succumb to this suffering. Let us just pray that i will make it, and i will be needing all your prayers.

The moon is so lovely tonight. In four more hours, a superhero will see the same beautiful moon, and he will be reminded of his princess. She misses you so much.


is already feeling the relapse :'(

God save me please. God help me.



Monday, August 16, 2010


isang tanghali sa buhay ko na wala akong ibang inisip kundi si je


i misses.

You are what you eat

I am what i eat.

I'm on soft and low-fat diet until the cows come home.

I am not even tempted to cross the lines.

Health is wealth.

Sacrifice means a lot.

Thursday, August 12, 2010


my sister talked to me tonight as if my value of existence and self-worth is reduced to nothing :(

i'm sleeping with a guitar beside me.
just to keep the melody playing.

je :'(

it's so lonesome here.

Monday, August 9, 2010

Nikon Princess for the Canon Superhero.

Nikon Princess for the Canon Superhero.
Taking an instant out of time, altering life by holding it still.

ye right. you are always missed.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Who wants to cross fences?

Who wants to cross fences? Anybody care to take my side?


I miss Saif.



Monday, August 2, 2010


struggling to make ends meet