share a life with me. draw with me. play with me. sing with me. read with me.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Reading makes immigrants of us all
Monday, December 27, 2010
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS
I spent the last few hours of the 24th attending the evening mass. The attendees scattered in front of the church tripled in density, but i managed to squeezed myself inside enough for me to see and hear clearly the mass celebration. Standing for straight three hours with almost little or less air is no mean feat,but with the graces of the good Lord, the skills of endurance i have long mastered in my COCC training have resurfaced. When families were asked to kiss and hug their loved ones, i knelt down, closed my eyes and pray for my loved ones who used to be by my side during this time of the year. It was then that i felt a tiny fang of pain.
I welcomed Christmas with a plate of spaghetti my sister Lai gave in late afternoon, a slice of chocolate cake my sister Lei had baked. I haven't touched the leche plan and graham cake both my sisters had given also, it got me too full digesting the thoughts i had in my mind. I missed my dad's call before dinner, got too busy helping out my sister in her bakery. My uncle's been snoring inside the room, too much alcohol intake before i went off to church. I called in the dogs to feast with me with their own plate of spaghetti and few bread slices. How cool it is to spend my Christmas eve with our dogs :)
Despite the never ending stream of Christmas parties and socials i had, the merry making aren't always really merry. Alone in the table, I miss the times we spend Christmas all together. Most families experience this kind of extinction of members, but each has to move on with their own lives, with their own families. The one that is left behind may feast on the leftovers.. leftovers in their less visible form called memories, stored in the refrigerator of the mind and cupcake of the heart.
Friday, December 24, 2010
TGIF
Bolted i am to my bed. Thank You ANGRY BIRDS for the company.
Will get my lazy ass off the bed in a couple of hours.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
MILK AND SAUSAGE
- http://www.soundoflife.net/breakup-quotes/
LOL.
Don’t miss 2010’s solstice lunar eclipse tonight!
There is a lunar eclipse on December 21. This December solstice eclipse is also the northernmost total lunar eclipse for several centuries.
There won’t be a total lunar eclipse this far north on the sky’s dome until December 21, 2485.
That’s because this eclipse is happening almost simultaneously with the December solstice – which in 2010 occurs on December 21 – when the sun will be southernmost for this year. Remember, a totally eclipsed full moon has to lie exactly opposite the sun. The winter sun rides low to the south now, as it crosses the sky each day. So this December full moon is far to the north on the sky’s dome. It rides high in the sky – much like the June solstice sun.
www.earthsky.org
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Lucky sweetie
Lol
Poor me,lucky sweetie
EXTENDED FAMILY
Thanks Sir Jovi, Ate Cel and Lance for the poppycorns.
^_^
Friday, December 17, 2010
TELEPHONE EFFECT
Tsk tsk. Office grapevines.
A lot of what comes down the pike is downright false.
Be wary that if you are good in keeping secrets, some people are just not. Including the ones that you trust the most.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
from our grave
- Bo Sanchez
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
ALCHEMY
acid = fire + sulfur
acid rain = acid + rain
AI = computer + life
air = basic element
alcohol = water + fire
alien = space + life
aluminium = metal + electricity
ape = human + wool
aquaman = fish + human
aquarium = glass + fish
arable land = soil + tool
ash = fire + dust
ashtray = ash + glass
baby = human + sex
bacterium = swamp + life
bank = money + brick house
beach = water + sand
beast = soil + lizard
beer = alcohol + wheat
bird = air + egg
blood = hunter + bird (extras human + dinosaur/warrior)
boat = water + wood
boiler = metal + steam
bomb = metal + gunpowder
bomber = plane + bomb
book = paper + feather
bread = fire + dough
brick = clay + fire
brick house = concrete + brick
bug = soil + worm
bulb = electricity + glass
bungalow = hut + beach
business = money + human
butterfly = air + worm
cart = wood + wheel
caviar = fish + fish
CD = laser + book
cellphone = computer + radiowave
cement = clay + limestone
ceramics = clay + human
cigarette = paper + tobacco
clay = swamp + sand
cleaner = clobber + human
clobber = fabric + patient
clone = scientist + livestock
clothing = fabric + human
cloud = steam + air
coal = tree + fire
cockleshell = stone + plankton
coffee = seeds + energy
Columbus = hero + sailing vessel
computer = TV + book
concrete = water + cement
corpse = human + poison (extras: patient + shaman and human + any deadly element. fire, warrior, etc.)
cyborg = computer + human
developer = computer + sex
dinosaur = soil + egg
doctor = human + book
dough = water + flour
dragon = flying dionsaur + fire
drinker = alcohol + human (extras: human + vodka/beer)
dust = air + soil
egg = stone + life
electricity = scientist + energy
elixer = philosopher + stone
energy = air + fire
fabric = tool + wool
fart = human + peas
feather = hunter + bird
fern = swamp + moss
fire = basic element
fire golem = fire + life
fire-arms = weapon + gunpowder
fish = bacterium + plankton
flour = stone + wheat
flying dinosaur = air + dinosaur
fried egg = fire + egg
fried meat = meat + fire
frog = fish + swamp
ghoul = zombie + corpse
glass = fire + sand
gold = elixer + anything
golem = clay + life
grass = soil + moss
gunpowder = saltpeter + sulfur
hacker = pirate + internet
hero = warrior + dragon
hospital = brick house + doctor
HouseMD = doctor + vicodin
human = golem + life
hunter = weapon + human
hut = stone + human
internet = computer + computer
japanese = human + rice
kamasutra = book + sex
katana = japanese + weapon
lake = water + water
lamp = glass + fire
laser = radiowave + fire
lava = soil + fire
lave golem = life + lava
life = swamp + energy
lighthouse = brick house + lamp
limestone = stone + cockleshell
livestock = beast + human
lizard = snake + worm
manga = japanese + book
manure = livestock + grass
meat = hunter + bird (extra livestock + human)
medicine = shaman + poison
mercury = metal + fire
metal = stone + fire
metal golem = life + metal
meteorite = space + stone
milk = livestock + human
money = gold + paper
moss = swamp + seaweed
murderer = poison weapon + human
mushroom = seaweed + soil
New York = USA + skyscraper
ninja = samurai + poison weapon
nuclearbomb = scientist + bomb
ocean = sea + sea
oil = coal + water
paper = tool + reed
patient = human + bacterium
peas = arable land + seeds
petrol = oil + tool
phantom = nuclearbomb + anything (extra: walking tree + fire)
philosopher = scientist + grass
phoenix = fire + bird
pig-iron = metal + coal
pilot = plane + human
pirate = murderer + sailing vessel
plane = bird + aluminium
plankton = bacterium + water
poison = tool + scorpion (extra tool + snake)
poison weapon = weapon + poison
pub = brick house + beer
radiation = nuclearbomb + anything
radiowave = energy + metal
rain = cloud + water
reed = swamp + grass
rice = arable land + reed
robot = japanese + tool
rocket = plane + gunpowder
rust = water + metal
sailing boat = boat + fabric
sailing vessel = wooden ship + fabric
salt = acid + metal
saltpeter = limestone + manure
samurai = japanese + weapon
sand = water + stone
scientist = doctor + book
scorpion = bug + sand
sea = salt + lake
seaweed = water + life
seeds = life + sand
sex = human + human
shaman = mushroom + human
shop = clothing + brick house
skydiver = clobber + pilot
skyscraper = brick house + glass
snake = sand + worm
sniper = fire-arms + murderer
soil = basic element
space = ocean + air
speedboat = boat + rocket
starwars = laser + weapon
steam = water + air
steam engine = boiler + coal
steam locomotive = steam engine + cart
steamship = wooden ship + steam engine
stone = water + lava
storm = air + energy
submarine = whale + metal
submariner = human + submarine
sulfur = bacterium + swamp
sun = space + lava
swamp = water + soil
team = beast + cart
terrorist = bomb + murderer
thunderbird = storm + bird
tobacco = fire + grass
tool = metal + human
torpedo = rocket + water
toy = baby + anything
tree = soil + seeds
turtle = sand + egg
TV = radiowave + bulb
UFO = alien + rocket
USA = Columbus + ocean
vampire = blood + human
vicodin = medicine + medicine
vodka = water + alcohol
walking tree = tree + life
war = warrior + warrior
warewolf = vampire + beast
warrior = weapon + hunter
warship = wooden ship + weapon
water = basic element
weapon = tool + metal
whale = plankton + fish
wheat = arable land + grass
wheel = wood + tool
wood = tree + tool
wooden ship = wood + boat
wool = beast + hunter (extra livestock + human)
worm = bacterium + swamp
yogart = milk + bacterium
zombie = life + corpse
Japanese = human + rice
kama sutra = book+ sex
katana = metal + Japanese
bwahahahahaha
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Monday, December 13, 2010
HECTIC
Saturday:
>Work
>Car wash
>Breads pick-up
>Bread delivery to Niel's bday party
>Bread delivery/ Jackie's Birthday Party to Children's Joy Foundation
>Home to pick-up things for tonight's xmas party
>Back to Niel's birthday celebration
>Engineering Department Christmas party
Sunday:
>Baby Bullet's Christening
>Paseo
>Nuvali
>Chillax at Nuvali Sbux with Minnette, Honey and Tisha
>Home
Off to dreamland at 8pm.
I got so tired of driving almost the whole day of Saturday while being stuck in traffic.
But on a happier note, i am always grateful for God's blessings in the form of two-legged creatures carrying their biggest hearts in their entities. (Are these called FRIENDS? :)) )
Hectic 3rd week is now on its way as i need to see Jona, Annie and Mitch for an early Christmas dinner later after work. Tomorrow is Yna's birthday so i need to work twice as fast tomorrow so we could go out at three. Saturday's the big day for our dearest Sheim, but morning i still need to bring the breads and used clothes to be donated in a gift-giving ceremony my friend Erica had organized.
The Super Heroine me is trying to get some rest in between ^_^
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
Thursday, December 9, 2010
connection
It felt like the entire thirty-minute chat is more than an hour of inspiration. I respect her and her religion with all my might, just as i would to anyone having different religious beliefs. As some points during the conversation, i did feel connected in some ways i couldn't decipher.
Guess I'm missing someone so dearly. And if you are reading this, you know who you are.
Take care because i always do.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Monday, December 6, 2010
IF I DIE YOUNG
The Band Perry
If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh oh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done
A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’
If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh
The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
*last song syndrome*
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Saturday, December 4, 2010
It's a walk along the isle of catharsis.
deym life.
Just found myself confronted with some questions i kept on the front burner of my emotional stove.
I'll be ok in due time.
Friday, December 3, 2010
ZZZZzzzzzzzzz
ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz........
bail me out of this misery! lols
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
wasn't able to bail out my baby d40 out of deep somnolence
now what?
i dunno.
hell, i really don't know.
i'm out of focus.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Nightmare
Superhero's a vampire. He was protecting me all the time. Then the villain came. Superhero disappeared. I was crying to death. The villain tried to kill me. I cried harder. Gasped deeper for breath.
130am.
I woke up with a heavy heart, tears rolling down my cheeks, convulsively catching my breath.
God I'm still alive.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Accelerate
**just upping the ante. it feels so cold being alone here in my room**
FAITHFULNESS
Where she went.
What she said.
Where she was going.
Her husband brought her to a doctor, and sure enough, their worst fears were confirmed: She had Alzheimer’s.
After some time, her sickness progressed until she needed nursing care 24 hours a day.
Her husband didn’t want to, but he had no choice. He transferred his wife to a home care facility for patients with Alzheimer’s.
But he promised to visit her everyday.
Every 3pm, he’d visit her and spend the afternoon with her.
There came a point when she no longer recognized him.
It was so painful for him to enter her room, and she would just stare blankly at him.
One day, the husband was in a business meeting.
At 2:30pm, he stood to leave, saying he was going to visit his wife. One of his friends took him aside and asked, “Can I ask a question? Why do you still visit your wife everyday when she doesn’t know you anymore?”
He looked at his friend and smiled, “She may not know me, but I know her. And that’s enough for me.”
(excerpt from http://bosanchez.ph/god-will-never-abandon-you/)
He may not be around, but I'm still here for him. It's enough that i know that i love him.
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Thursday, November 25, 2010
BOB ONG'S NEW BOOK
Bob Ong's # 8!
http://visprintpub.blogspot.com/
the brighter side of life
^_^
Good morning superhero!
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
ANOTHER GREAT MORNING
super panadero
Woke up with a guitar beside me.
I miss the super panadero.
Much.much.much.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
wanted: sleep
:'(
You're always missed.
FLIPPED
FLIPPED 2010
You have to look at the whole landscape. A painting is more than a sum of its parts, a cow by itself is just a cow, a meadow by itself is just grass, flowers, and the sun peaking through the trees is just a beam of light... but you put them all together and it can be magic.
- FLIPPED
i know. i know. i've been flipped.
and i love the way i've been flipped.
je.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
When a massive wave of depression struck me, i had no way of articulating what would happen to me.
I know that God had long been testing my faith and that i must never give up no matter how difficult the burden is. It has been a very very long day, working on a holiday with a big and heavy heart must have been a herculean task that i have gotten myself accustomed into. A few times i have to slump myself inside the bathroom floor and just let the tears ran down my cheeks, after which i have to stand up and face the entirety of the world.
When a massive wave of depression struck me, i had no way of articulating what would happen to me.
As the cold wind of Christmas seeps through my skin, i am thankful for the moon and jupiter above for being with me last night.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Live Like You're Dying
You'll be under the table and you'll realize
That all of your days are numbered, all of them one to one hundred
All of them millions, all of them trillions
So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for more, no, no
Take every moment, you know that you own them
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you
Gimme a reason to fight the feeling
That there's nothing here for me
'Cause none of it's easy, I know it wasn't meant to be
I know it's all up to me, it's all up to me
So what am I gonna do with my time?
I'll take every moment, I know that I own them
It's all up to you to do whatever you choose
Live like you're dying and never stop trying
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you
All of the moments you didn't notice gone in the blink of an eye
And all of the feelings you can't help feeling no matter how you try
Take every moment, you know that you own them
It's all up to you to do whatever you choose
Live like you're dying and never stop trying
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you
Live like you're dying and never stop trying
It's all up to you, use what's been given to you
Live like you're dying
Lenka
Lord please
Lord give me the strength to hold on.
Tears ran down my cheeks.
This is the fight i so wished to win.
God's will.
Lord please.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
loves driving on a bright sunny sunday morning
no traffic at all. it's pacman's power punch day!
for now, i gotta work :)
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
Thursday, November 11, 2010
brittle
no matter how strong i intend myself to be, i just gotta give up at one time or another.
:)
life is hard.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
worth the wait
Like Kungfu Panda 2. The Kaboom of Doom.
I am so excited!!!
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
OVERHEAT
Before the gauge hit the red line, i switched off the engine and parked on the side. Not that my heart is racing, but i wasn't too tough to open the radiator for fear of getting splashed by hot water. I called Kuya Manny and he was indeed very kind enough to rescue me, though it would mean tardiness for both of us. In less than 15minutes he was there for my call, my cousin also happened to pass by and spend time to help us out.
The expansion reservoir was full but the radiator was drained. My bad. The radiator cap is faulty enough for the circulation. But i still need to have my radiator cleaned to prevent further problems. Foremost, i have none to blame but myself for failing to check the car before using it. That's a real shame.
Nevertheless, I'm one blessed girl in a friday morning for having God's favour and protection channeled through His pipelines in the form of Kuya Manny and Kuya King.
Thanks be to God.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Till I Hear It From You
They shouldn't have told me
At first I'd laugh, but now
It's sinking in fast
Whatever they've sold me
Well baby I don't want to take advice from fools
I'll just figure everything is cool
Until I hear it from you
It gets hard
The memory's faded
Who gets what they say
It's likely they're just jealous and jaded
Well maybe I don't want to take advice from fools
I'll just figure everything is cool
Until I hear it from you
Until I hear it from you
I can't let it get me off
Or break up my train of thought
As far as I know, nothing's wrong
Until I hear it from you
Still thinking about not living without it
Outside looking in
Til we're talking about it, not stepping around it
Maybe I don't want to take advice from fools
I'll just figure everything is cool
Until I hear it from you...
Till I Hear It From You
Gin Blossoms
missing je...
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Don't take it against us, dear MTD
Does reducing lights and other convenience features tantamount to PRIORITIZING SAFETY?
Tant pis.
Why not try improving your services for total customer satisfaction before augmenting the toll collection?
Don't take it against us, dear MTD.
Until further notice.
This is one of the reasons why the Philippine government sucks.
KENNY ROGERS SMOKERS
I went there last night for a grilled fish meal that wasn't available on any other food chains there. I almost got suffocated in the smoke that was coming from their grill and was spreading in the dining area. For a moment, i thought of it as an isolated incident at that very moment, and the smoke would gradually cease to exist, so me and my friend decided to pursue our dinner and just chose a table that was a bit farther from where the smoke was coming. We happen to find one in the right corner. So while my friend is queued for our orders, i just sat and started to tame the curiosity that was brewing inside me.
But the odds are great. If i am a cat, i would have used up my seven lives for entertaining my curiosity. LOLS. While the smoke was spreading faster and bigger in the dining area, i began to wonder if there were any smoke alarm/ detector installed in the store.
And i found not ONE, but A LOT. It was installed in an array, a perfect matrix of rows and columns in the ceiling.
But lo and behold, it's either they were intentionally turned off, or not even working.
For a smoke that full and fast spreading, i wonder how silent and how numb their alarms were.
For a business that is just operating for barely two weeks with a situation such as these, i wonder if any one from the safety department is concerned. Or were they even given permits to operate without proper safety inspection? For crying out loud! They were in grilled food business and they should have at least fine-tuned their operations so as not to suffocate their customers!
I just dawned on me how in the hell could they operate on such situation where they see their customers being suffocated. It's so frustrating how business thrives well at the expense of the comfort of the consumers. Even more frustrating that consumers are still willing to shell out some bucks to satisfy their cravings served at that specific dining.
I was still in college when an incident in Waltermart Calamba about a small fire from an alleged leaking gas tank in a food chain caused alarm and panic to the consumers inside the mall. Some of my friends who got caught inside were forced to their way out through the cinema's exit, after which they have to jump through a wall to get to the other side of the fence for their escape. No one would ever want this to happen again.
With the swarm of people frequenting SM Calamba since its opening two weeks ago, we just hope that the proper authorities will do their part in securing the safety of their people, beyond profit and gains.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
And i found you
We were about to meet at 5pm, but it's way past 5 and you still weren't around.
I whiled away the minutes at the bookstore, and didn't notice that time had passed so quickly.
T'was 6 and you were around, but you got me nowhere to be found, an unfamiliar place beyond your grasp! lols.
So i agreed to meet where you were standing.
And i found you.
:)
Just reminiscing. Ang traffic talaga lagi ano?
YOUR UNIVERSE
:)
Tell me something
When the rain falls on my face
How do you quickly replace it with
A golden summer smile?
Tell me something
When I'm feelin' tired and afraid
How do you know just what to say
To make everything alright?
I don't think that you even realize
The joy you make me feel when I'm inside
Your universe
You hold me like I'm the one who's precious
I hate to break it to you but it's just
The other way around
You can thank your stars all you want but
I'll always be the lucky one
Tell me something
When I'm 'bout to lose control
How do you patiently hold my hand
And gently calm me down?
Tell me something
When you sing and when you laugh
Why do I always photograph my heart
Flyin way above the clouds?
I don't think that you even realize
The joy you make me feel when I'm inside
Your universe
You hold me like I'm the one who's precious
I hate to break it to you but it's just
The other way around
You can thank your stars all you want but
I'll always be the lucky one
You can thank your stars all you want
But I'll always be the lucky one
I'll always be the lucky one
I'll always be the lucky one
YOUR UNIVERSE
Rico Blanco