Wednesday, November 4, 2009


Maybe i just got so excited being appreciated again. But then, after some hasty realization, i just hell wished i am all alone.

Pains me to realize so many things. Sometimes, the cheap thrills would get in my better way of understanding the life i have to live. Ahhh, crappiness sweetie. To hell with it.

I woke up with a big lump in my heart, wondering why things can't go back to the way they were.