Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Friday, January 27, 2012
Lagnat na naman.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Sent from my iPod
When you dig my grave
Could you make it shallow
So that I can feel the rain
-Dave Matthews Band
LAST SONG SYNDROME
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Sent from my iPod
I'm too bitter on a Wednesday morning harnessing all the pain some people have caused in my life. These are the doldrums of despair gnawing inside me on a cold morning when all I just want is to be with someone to warm me up.
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
I miss my car :’(
My dear sweetie is having his tantrums. Everything has been messed up: carb, electrical, compressor. I still need to replace the two rear wheels. And push a repaint too! It's just the beginning of the year but the budget for my car's maintenance for the whole year has been slowly trickling down.
I was torn between a house and lot and a brand new car last year but after sorting things out, i decided to settle in the residential property. I have no qualms about choosing the house and lot, and i am very excited to the day that i can move in. But a part of me still hungers for a stress-free road companion, the one that i could drive with more ease, comfort and peace of mind.
I wish i have the luxury to choose both. But i know in time, God will bless me not only with those two things i devoutly wish for, He will bless me with more love and comfort, and i have always been very very much excited to receive His truckloads of good showers.
It's a good morning despite of all the problems. God bless us always.
Monday, January 23, 2012
I had just survived another attack to my immune system the past few weeks when my body almost surrendered to the battle of the immunity. Of course, I need to win, I need to survive, and I haven’t fully experienced the life that I so very wanted. But I have to accept the fact that dealing with a sickness alone is the most difficult thing in my world, when I couldn't even stand to get myself a glass of water, or cook a meal for my debilitated body, or even buy medicines for me to swallow. I couldn't even drive myself to the hospital. I could die in an instant and have no one beside me. Oh poor princess. LOL.
I had just finished a cycle of medications to which I am truly regretful because I had been very weak in dealing with stress and depression. Someday and sometime it would be different, in God's due place and time.
Lord, help me.
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Friday, January 20, 2012
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
For nine years you put your heart to an organization, and then found out that you were excluded in the org chart. You ask yourself, where the effin hell do you now stand? Somebody is in dire need for a 101 on management and team leadership.
Monday, January 16, 2012
It’s not true that your life passes before you just before you die.
There’s not much evidence of that.
It passes before you if you let your mind loose to wander.
And are willing to watch the re-runs.
I do not believe those who say, “No regrets.”
One cannot live without having failed or done some damage.
I do not trust those who say, “No hopes,” either.
One cannot live without believing one could do better . . . and will.
If that was not the case, we would not be doing what we do now.
We clean up the mess, pick up the pieces, put the holidays away, open the January calendar, pick up the tools that give shape and function to life and get on with it.
- Robert Fulghum
Just because I have been out for almost a week, I can’t muster enough courage to ask permission to go home earlier today.
I’m sick and this headache is pounding the hell in me. Crap.
Ako na ang overtime.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Monday, January 9, 2012
Got my last payment from adgitize.
Goodbye adgitize. Thanks for giving me the chance to earn J
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Frankly, I don't feel good today. There's too much haze around that i can't think clearly.
I've been to three different meetings from 9am to 1130am. It's toxic.
Reality slowly sank in after lunch. It's kind of depressing to be challenged this way. But as promised to my 2012, I’ll whine lesser and work smarter instead.
I’ll be up until my last cell. I just hope a new morning would settle in ASAP.
Oh the rain at dawn.
Wash away the pain and tears
Cleanse me in this new beginning
Good good life.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Para pede din ako uminom ng paracetamol kung masakit ang puso.
No one ever escapes a heart ache.
And all the while i thought it would be ok.
But seeing a picture punctures the wound within.
You hurt me.
I hope i'll never pass this way again.
Never to believe. Never to be fooled. Never to be hurt.
This is CRAP.
I hate you lois.
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