Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Zark's burgers

Saturday, January 28, 2012



Friday, January 27, 2012

Girl tulak

Sakit ng katawan ko pagtutulak kay sweetie paloob ng garahe.

Lagnat na naman.


Thursday, January 26, 2012


Thankful for my kind neighbors who helped me pushed the car inside the garage. Thanks jelo and neighbor. My scary dogs didnt scare your big hearts. May God bless you both.

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When you dig my grave

Could you make it shallow

So that I can feel the rain



-Dave Matthews Band




Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Lychee overload.yummy

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warm me up

I'm too bitter on a Wednesday morning harnessing all the pain some people have caused in my life.  These are the doldrums of despair gnawing inside me on a cold morning when all I just want is to be with someone to warm me up.


Ampalaya mode.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

I miss my car :’(


Side A

My dear sweetie is having his tantrums. Everything has been messed up: carb, electrical, compressor. I still need to replace the two rear wheels. And push a repaint too! It's just the beginning of the year but the budget for my car's maintenance for the whole year has been slowly trickling down.

I was torn between a house and lot and a brand new car last year but after sorting things out, i decided to settle in the residential property. I have no qualms about choosing the house and lot, and i am very excited to the day that i can move in. But a part of me still hungers for a stress-free road companion, the one that i could drive with more ease, comfort and peace of mind.

I wish i have the luxury to choose both. But i know in time, God will bless me not only with those two things i devoutly wish for, He will bless me with more love and comfort, and i have always been very very much excited to receive His truckloads of good showers.

It's a good morning despite of all the problems. God bless us always.

Monday, January 23, 2012


I had just survived another attack to my immune system the past few weeks when my body almost surrendered to the battle of the immunity. Of course, I need to win, I need to survive, and I haven’t fully experienced the life that I so very wanted. But I have to accept the fact that dealing with a sickness alone is the most difficult thing in my world, when I couldn't even stand to get myself a glass of water, or cook a meal for my debilitated body, or even buy medicines for me to swallow. I couldn't even drive myself to the hospital. I could die in an instant and have no one beside me. Oh poor princess. LOL.

I am thankful that my sisters took their time off from their busy sched to take care of me for a day. Thankful that I got friends who are doctors, for checking out on me on my way to recovery. Admittedly, physical and emotional stress has exhausted me that much.

I had just finished a cycle of medications to which I am truly regretful because I had been very weak in dealing with stress and depression. Someday and sometime it would be different, in God's due place and time.

Lord, help me.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Nakakaantok ang matic.

Friday, January 20, 2012


Dilim sa eton road. Nakakatakot magdrive mag isa. :$$

Wanted: braveman


Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Let's travel

You won't always be young. And life won't always be just about you. So travel. Experience the world for all it's worth. Become a person of culture, adventure, and compassion.


Tuesday, January 17, 2012


For nine years you put your heart to an organization, and then found out that you were excluded in the org chart. You ask yourself, where the effin hell do you now stand? Somebody is in dire need for a 101 on management and team leadership.

Monday, January 16, 2012

It's not true that your life passes before you just before you die.

It’s not true that your life passes before you just before you die.

There’s not much evidence of that.

It passes before you if you let your mind loose to wander.

And are willing to watch the re-runs.


I do not believe those who say, “No regrets.”

One cannot live without having failed or done some damage.

I do not trust those who say, “No hopes,” either.

One cannot live without believing one could do better . . . and will.


If that was not the case, we would not be doing what we do now.

We clean up the mess, pick up the pieces, put the holidays away, open the January calendar, pick up the tools that give shape and function to life and get on with it.


- Robert Fulghum



Just because I have been out for almost a week, I can’t muster enough courage to ask permission to go home earlier today.

I’m sick and this headache is pounding the hell in me. Crap.


Ako na ang overtime.






Sunday, January 15, 2012


Monday, January 9, 2012


Got my last payment from adgitize.

Goodbye adgitize. Thanks for giving me the chance to earn J

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Such an i

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Same place

Wednesday, January 4, 2012


Frankly, I don't feel good today. There's too much haze around that i can't think clearly.


I've been to three different meetings from 9am to 1130am. It's toxic.


Reality slowly sank in after lunch. It's kind of depressing to be challenged this way. But as promised to my 2012, I’ll whine lesser and work smarter instead.


I’ll be up until my last cell. I just hope a new morning would settle in ASAP.

new beginning

Oh the rain at dawn.

Wash away the pain and tears

Cleanse me in this new beginning


Good good life.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012


Sana magkalevel na lang ang ulo at puso.

Para pede din ako uminom ng paracetamol kung masakit ang puso.

I hope so

Just when i thought i'm all good...

No one ever escapes a heart ache.
And all the while i thought it would be ok.
But seeing a picture punctures the wound within.

You hurt me.


I hope i'll never pass this way again.


Never to believe. Never to be fooled. Never to be hurt.

This is CRAP.

I hate you lois.

Hate you.

A girl you should date

"Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve."
A Girl You Should Date via @brainpicker

DATE ME! Lol:))

Monday, January 2, 2012


Stargazing is for people who like seeing themselves as part of the bigger picture.. people with a sense of wonder.. people who just like being outside at night...

A night for romantics... Oh what a beautiful night indeed.
I miss you.

Sunday, January 1, 2012


Goodmorning 2012!

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