Saturday, June 18, 2011

where?

and where will my new shoes take me?

wishing. hoping. praying.

Friday, June 17, 2011

I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.

Sabang Beach, Puerto Princesa, Palawan / 042111

I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.

kawawa

Nakasagap ako ng virus kay boss.
Ngayon ay malapit na ako lagnatin.
kawawa.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

don't

I just don't feel good today

:'(

FACT

Fact:
You will fall in love to a person who just can't love you back the way you hell want him to.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

CRAYOLA

Maybe we should develop a Crayola bomb as our next secret weapon. A happiness weapon. A Beauty Bomb. And every time a crisis developed, we would launch one. It would explode
high in the air, explode softly and send thousands, millions, of little parachutes into the air. Floating down to earth boxes of Crayolas. And we wouldn't go cheap either, not little boxes of eight, but boxes of sixty-four, with the sharpener built right in. With silver and gold and copper, magenta and peace and lime, amber and umber and all the rest.

And people would smile and get a little funny look on their faces and cover the world with imagination instead of death. A child who touched one wouldn't have his hand blown off. (Robert Fulghum)

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Someday, i will be great

Disappointments come in very, very handy while you are so dead sure you won't ever wanna know its existence.

It is this rainy Tuesday morning when disappointment greeted me in its full vigor at the onset of this tedious labor hours. Hell yeah, i could have just played dead while my boss happily and continuously punctured the wounds he had inflicted on me, bullshitting me at its finest. Hell indeed, getting both my hands an eight-hole punch in our production press is way better than sitting here next to him.

The only way to get even is to work smarter. I should have flashed the GAMEOVER signal under the working harder card. I know the day will come when i would have the greatest opportunity to depart from the ranks of these vultures.

Someday, i will be great.

Mark my words. I WILL BE GREAT.

ps.
f*ck u boss. to hell with u.

Monday, June 13, 2011

waiting

LRT-1 Pedro Gil Station / May 17, 2011 / HTC wildfire

We're too busy waiting for something, disregarding things around all the while.
We're so blinded with glitter we miss out on the gold.

Sabi nga sa kin ni Meng:
Ur so engulfed sa past mo
nag lalakad kang naka talikod kaya nde mo na papansin yung mga nasa harap mo.

:)

Hey, who am i now?

Today isn't a good one for me. I seem to have woken up with a big rock in my head, it feels so heavy i must have consumed my allotted day's energy just by dragging it out of bed.

I feel so empty on a Monday morning. I wonder what have i been doing to myself lately, been recklessly impudent to myself, allowing things and events to take place with all my sudden approval.

Hey, who am i now?

Sunday, June 12, 2011

ON STRANGER TIDES

Gibbs: Jack, I have to ask. You had the chalices, the water, the tear, you could have lived maybe forever?

Jack Sparrow: The fountain does test you Gibbs. But better to not know which moment maybe your last. Every morsel of your entire being alive to the infinite mystery of it all. And who's to say I won't live forever, hey? Discoverer of the fountain of youth. I have no say in it, Gibbs. It's a pirates life for me. Savvy!

(Pirates of the Caribbean - On Stranger Tides)

And who's to say i won't live forever?

I'm still here, but hey, you know i am always ready to go.

:)

Saturday, June 11, 2011

=((

=((

i told yah. you've been fooled.

=((

=((

=((

really gotta hate myself.

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=((

=((

grateful

Having grown up with very ample resources had taught us to appreciate everything that we have, and made us learn to be grateful to everything that we have been able to experience on what has become a very rich and full life.

Friday, June 10, 2011

yours

Breaking the chains of conflicts and frustrations.
Here...... take me.
I'm yours lord gaba.
Yours.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

LBM

LBM.

Looking for Better Management.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

BED WEATHER

It's rainin' cats and dogs!

Bed Weather!

Singing....

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka Makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko

At hindi papayag ang pusong ito
Mawala ka sa 'king piling
Mahal ko iyong dinggin

Wala nang iba pang mas mahalaga
Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig natin dal'wa
At sana nama'y makikinig ka
Kapag aking sabihing minamahal kita.....

^_^

lab lab lab

FACING DEATH

Aurelius Marcus, believed by many to be the wisest and most tolerant emperor of Rome wrote the following about facing death:

You have embarked, you have made the voyage, you have come to the shore: get out.

You have existed as a part. You shall disappear in that which produced you; or rather, you shall be received back into its seminal principle by transmutation.

Pass then through this little space of time conformably to nature, and end your journey in content, just as an olive falls off when it is ripe, blessing nature who produced it, and thanking the tree on which it grew.

Every part of me will be reduced by change into some part of the universe, and that again will change into another part of the universe, and so on forever.

And by consequence of such a change I too exist, and those who begot me, and so on forever in the other direction.

- Aurelius Marcus

Monday, June 6, 2011

still

Dear D,

In one way or another, I could still pick some evidences of your eccentricity in your remnants. Am i too blinded not to see it?

Saturday, June 4, 2011

short and long

Love is so short, forgetting is so long. - Pablo Neruda

mama epang

I was struck by a massive wave of sadness upon hearing the demise of my Aunt Epang yesterday morning. A part of me was lost. But i know the loss that i felt wouldn't par with what my youngest sister has been feeling.

When my mom died more than 25 years ago, my family had to split the caring of the four daughters she left. Ate Lovie and Ate Lei stayed with my uncle in our house, while me and my youngest sister got deployed far away to our aunt epang's house. My youngest sister loves her so much she considers her her own mom.

To our mama epang, you will always be remembered. Thank you for taking care of us, we love you so much.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

dear LX5


dear LX5,
i <3 u.
i need you here, beside me.

lovelots,
D40