CHOICES

I closed my eyes and asked God to make His choice for me.

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* take my life tonight and release me from the heartaches and pains
that is too much for me to bear
* give me another 24 hours because tomorrow my i might see my world

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Just imagine, how many people here on earth are suffering from too much heartaches and pain. And if we are just given the chance to kill ourselves legally, how many will be left to treasure the earth?

I ask God for signs.

I am ready tonight.

I have used up all my coping resources and i am left with none for myself. It's just me and me alone, fighting for my very own life.
I take a closer look at my wrist.
How can i do it?
I don't know.