DEAR WORK

Dear work, I’m back. Please don’t be so cruel.

HIGHER

higher at underground ^_^

OFF

Off to an island.

Catch yah on Sunday.

frustrated

I am holding a pity party.

My frustrations are right now in the fore.

It's too frustrating to belong to an organization that lacks the drive for more improvement. To have a superior that doesn't even act like one, lacks management skills to push the group into higher grounds. I just do not know how to get over this thing. I am so doomed i just want to go home and get an even more relaxed sleep. My head aches, pounding the hell in my now addled brain.

I do not know where to find my sanity, i must have lost it somewhere. While i am physically present laboring harder at the forging plant, my mind travels somewhere to find comfort, peace and serenity.. but all to no avail.

I wish to unclutter my mind.

I hope the coming days off from work would somehow help me regain my sanity.

Because I am as dead as a dodo.

ON AGING

The late General Douglas MacArthur wrote something very profound about aging on his 75th birthday:

In the central place of every heart there is a recording chamber; so long as it receives messages of beauty, hope, cheer, and courage, so long are you young. When the wires are all down and your heart is covered with the snows of pessimism and the ice of cynicism, then, and then only are you grown old.

BIG 30

this is how you spell depression.


niweis, happy birthday D.

i miss you big big big time.

KUMPLEANYO

Maligayang kumpleanyo superhero!

Ngayon ba o bukas?

:D

nangungulila

Sa tatlong oras na tulog ko, nakuha mo pang dumaan sa panaginip ko para sagipin ako sa matinding pangungulila.

Saif.

:'(

painful

Yesterday had been a painful one, a physical struggle of comfort. I had a painful thigh, to which i suspect must be due to the muscle stress i have incurred right after i took swimming last weekend during sunset. The pain had been synchronized upward to my head, it felt really damn heavy and it was as if my head would explode.

"I am bound to endure pain." I say to myself.

Twelve hours of labor with painful thigh and aching head is such an exhausting task. To kill the receptors of pain so i could no longer feel the interruptions in my system is as easy as swallowing a pill, but the unfortunate me isn't allowed to take any.

Murphy's law had me on my way home when i was stuck in traffic. Frankly, i didn't know how the hell i got home safely, i was battling with my sanity as i feed on the pounding inside my head.

I slept the night away with the continued suffering in my thigh and head. While praying for comfort for the next day, i ask God to take away not only the physical pain i was bearing, but also the emotional wounds i am still trying to heal.

BACK TO BACK

My feet are back on the pedals, hands on the steering wheel.
More so, my finger is back on the shutter.

Good morning monday!

ARAW NG KAGITINGAN

Magiting ang mga empleyadong nagtatrabaho ngayong araw na ito.

Ehem.

:->

kung pwede lang sana

Gutom na gutom at pagod na pagod kami ng kaibigan ko galing sa trabaho kagabi kaya naisipan namin na dumaan muna ng KFC at kumain ng kung anumang makakain doon. Umorder ako ng fish twister samantalang naisipan nyang lantakan ang 2-piece hot and crispy chicken meal.Bago pa man sya sumubo ay naisipan nya akong alukin ng manok kahit na alam nyang hindi naman ako kumakain nito. Humiwa ng maliit na parte ng manok, tinusok ng tinidor, sabay iniabot sa kin at sinabing, "tikman mo na, kahit konti lang, para mas exciting."

Sa puntong iyon, bigla na lang ako natigilan at tulad ng pang araw-araw na panlalaban ko sa tawag ng nakaraan, pinilit kong iwaksi sa isip ko ang kung ano mang nagpupumilit umibabaw ng oras na iyon. Pero hindi ko pa rin napigilan at hinayaan ko na lang na maglakbay ako sa masasayang alaala ng nakaraan: isang order ng 2-piece chickenjoy para sa kanya at isang burger steak naman sa akin. Pipira-pirasuhin nya ung isang chicken, ilalagay sa plato ko, at minsan pa ay tutusukin ng tinidor para isubo sa akin.

Ang babaw lang ng kaligayahan ko, masaya na ako sa simpleng pagkaing pinagsasaluhan namin, hindi sa sarap ng pagkaing nakahain, kundi sa sarap ng pagsasama at pag aalaga nya sa kin. At sa tuwing maaalala ko ito, hindi ko pa din maiwasang mapangiti, na ang kasunod naman ay mga patagong hikbi.

Nakakainis na chicken. Gustong gusto ko tuloy magteleport papunta sa tabi nya.

Kung pwede lang sana.

WTF.

TELEPORT

paano ba mag teleport papunta sa piling mo?
:'(

PENITENSYA

040611 5:48AM

ang aga naman nito. pero napabilib nila ko sa mahigpit na pag yakap nila sa kanilang paniniwala.

be wary

My morning isn't great.

So i was controlled by my anger and apathy to joven, our staff, who resisted the task that the boss had assigned me to give to him. Deym. The bastard is getting his head all sized up indeed. Well, i need to get out of here quickly, before i completely loose myself in the process of getting things in order.

Well, be wary indeed, i'll get back on you in a jiffy.

ciao

It's so depressing to see and hear my office mate Rene bad mouthing offensive words on a Monday morning knowing twenty-hours hadn’t even passed after he had served the church.

It's not enough that you are serving the church every Sunday as a lay minister. It's how you live the Christian way that you truly serve the Lord.

So i'm am staying away from negative people on a good Monday morning.

Ciao.

It's a great saturday morning. Blessings are pouring in.

It's a great saturday morning. Blessings are pouring in.

Thank You Lord for the nice and sunny morning.
Thank you for bonuses, CBA and the dividends.
Thank you for the bull market.
Thank you so much.