How do i get back to square one?

Yeah right. I wished something different would happen today. And as early as 10am, something really did.

I failed.

This is how the world works.

Sometimes, i refuse to process the ways of the world. I refused being refused, being discriminated. I go against the river flow, only to find myself being carried away by the current.

And i slumped to the biggest boulder.

I am now mutilated.

How do i get back to square one?

:'(