NOW WHAT

We learn as we move along, and we cannot do so without giving up some things in exchange for other.

NOW... WHAT?

next full show

The moon was flirting with me last night up 'till this morning.

Flirt well because i'll catch you with my lens on your next full show.

Missing my dear d40.

Weh

Bat nawala ung mga sinulat ko?

opposite

so this isn't a relaxing weekend.
but a horrible one.
thank you boss.

out

:)

i want out.

:)

resignation

am no good.
this is indeed gameover.
the boss had pissed me real damn bad.
goodbye.

hello unemployment.

weekends

last day of work. yipee. looking forward for a relaxing weekend :)

twin thieves

Twin thieves that robbed me off my energy before the day ends: CDSC who promised to call me about my cam repair but failed to do so, and the anonymous someone prying intrusively in our japanese boss approved lunch out. Now, let's pull the plug and get a life a couple of notches better than today :) May God bless us all.

LOST

SPECIAL WATCH

When my watch got lost yesterday, it felt as if something also got lost deep inside of me. For a moment, it made me feel so guilty for ever so wanting a new one. It may have been old, faded, scratched, and with a lot of dings, but it had been my companion for the past five years, a souvenir purchase from the cash incentive that i had for having the perfect attendance for the year 2004.

After minutes of searching, it was a relief that it had been found by an office mate at the admin building. Thanks Jel for the safekeeping.

My watch keeps perfect time, it is so special i could set my heart in it.

Yep, it stopped the day i met a superhero.

:)

Missing you.

excitement

i am excited for my first stocks.

^_^


stock market... here i come!

mutual addiction

“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.”

—	Chuck Palahniuk

I'm kind of excited with how i am starting this year.

2011 is the perfect time to change the diet upon which i have been feeding my being.

There is a wide spectrum of views upon which i would want to live my life. I used to be always torn between idealism and cynicism in facing my life's challenges. Oh well, amidst the constraints which have always been at war with my supposed actions, now's the time for me to act based on my set targets.

^_^

I'm kind of excited with how i am starting this year.

kaboom!

no net for four consecutive days.

kaboom!

i hate you pielditi

hmmmmmmnnnn

SAVE ME

No one can begin to comprehend the scale of annoyance and the enormity of anger that has weighed upon me every minute of my labor mandated hours in the aftermath of this mind boggling atrocity. PHRASE OF THE DAY: SAVE ME!

It's an annoying Thursday. It sucks when my office mates aren't around and their workloads are passed on me. Congratulations. The pressure is instantly now on my shoulders. Holy guacamole, holy holy cow.

I have been mired too long in the muck of annoyance.

SYET.

SAVE ME.

daryo

:)

missin' daryo

:)

the best revenge of all: HAPPINESS

“That’s the best revenge of all: HAPPINESS. Nothing drives people crazier than seeing someone have a good fucking life.”

—	Chuck Palahniuk (via fullwithlove)

TOSS COIN

TRUE ANGRY BIRDS FAN

hello. i'm busy. ttyl. again.

bulalo

Sleepy Tuesday.
It's kinda cold and I'd be more than happy to share a soup of hot bulalo with the superhero.
I miss you daryo :) Much.

Here's for my 2011

Last year, my friend Jojit and I started exchanging targets, goals, and dreams for the new year. We list the things that swing between the specific and not that specific, issues and things that range from just anything under the sun that we want to acquire, achieve, accomplish.

We made a funny but grand list last year and so we thought of doing the same again, sharing to each other just in case an external help would be required in order for us to succeed with our items. lol.

Here's for my 2011:

> 1 travel out of the country for leisure
> minute vacations to at least 2 beaches / island getaway
> mutual funds/stock market investments
> tagaytay lot
> 1 gadget
> new friends at least 12 in a year
> read books at least 12 in a year
> car repaint
> goodbye outstanding credit card balance
> move on with my job, apply and be successful
> continue living a healthy and balance life
> rekindle photography skills
> more foodtrips
> scrapbook!
> marry. LOL . JOKE LANG =)) [asa pa me, nangangarap lang. 'to naman di na mabiro. hahaha]


These were the things that just popped out of my mind the moment i was replying to his email.

This 2011, I'd like to enrich my life with more moments that would take my breath away, as I thank God for this life extension. For someone whose everyday companion is a malady of a sort, heaven knows no beauty than a life extended. Oh God, please do not diffuse the ticking time bomb in my body, I'd like to still have a lot more life with a lot more years :)

The world is filled with dream crushers and idea killers, nevertheless... DREAM! - John Maxwell

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

The first day of work for the year usually kicks in my system as the start of a new year. After hibernating for a few days in the comfort of my bedroom, cashmere sheet pulled up, away from the hustle and bustle of the forging men and machines, i am now back on track. The raggedness and pushiness of my everyday laboring life had already kicked off.

Toll fee had increased from P2 to P6

My I'm NOT a paper cup! cup surviving a year of not being thrown away (again) by our Japanese boss after once being mistaken as a ... well ... a paper cup.

My bitterness at it's finest planner for 2011 . My first to skip on a Starbucks Planner after taking a halt on my coffee addiction.

This is such a year and as i fall into silence of a collective respect, i will strive to make this year a couple of notches better than the past.

Will live healthy by continuously having the right diet for me.
Will pray harder.
Will love like there's no tomorrow.

EAT, PRAY, LOVE for 2011.

Big at Bigby's

The travel from Tanay Rizal back to Cubao had me exhausted, and the hunting for Columbia Photo at Megamall got me tired out completely, so i decided to give myself an emergency rest. I was about to settle for a McDo burger fish fillet but then the store was crowded. I opted to eat at Bigby's instead.

cream and mushroom soup

Note to self:
Don't order a bowl of soup at bigby's if you still want to savor the main course. The soup will keep you full till you can no longer enjoy your meal. deym.

passion fish meal

I was cobbling up the melancholy wind while spending time with myself. Welcome 2011.

An Online Love Affair

This is so heartwarming. Thanks Jenn. I love you too.

*******************

An Online Love Affair
by Jenn Lamarca on Saturday, January 1, 2011 at 1:07am

Disclaimer: This is my first and last blog for 2010 and this post is basically an incoherent rambling of a geekette on a sugary caffeine high. Please bear with me.

2010 is drawing to a close in a handful of hours. For me, this has been an extremely remarkable year. A year of myriad emotions that remind me of Skittles; some were bright, some were sweet and some were so tart it made you screw your face up and think if you wanted to spit it out.

This blog is for my Beloved Ohana.

.-=**=-.

Aaaah... cyberspace, the last frontier.

I have always had an intense love affair with words, whether it was reading or writing. Back in college, our sociology professor Dr. Josephine Aguilar told us that in one of her studies, she noticed that most people would make friends because they were thrust upon by circumstance and friendships were formed because people were unconsciously drawn together by their innate commonalities and shared experience. To help us determine if this was true or if we can substantiate this claim, she then made us register on an online forum and made us decide on whether the adage "we can choose our friends but not our family" is applicable to the scenario.

Most of my classmates then sort of complained because they had the preconceived notion that message boards were for people who didn't have anything better to do with their life. They equated it with the then popular MIRC; a place where losers can pretend to be whoever they wanted to be because the other person who was reading your post wouldnt be able to know if you were a boy or a girl.

I registered on PinoyExchange.com, a then fledgling-year-old Filipino owned/moderated message board.

This was the start of a decade long (and going strong) love affair with the Interwebs.

PEx is a place that deals with Philippine issues which caters to the Filipino's love for conversation. This is where I found out that YES, you can choose your friends AND your family.

I have been with PEx for 10 years and have posted hundreds of thousands of replies, met a lot of people (some good, some disgusting) and expanded my family. This is where one of my friend's said back in 05.01.07 when I felt sad and depressed for being single for a long time " I don’t rush into falling in love, for love never runs out. Even if they mock me coz I'm single, I just tell them, God is just busy writing the best love story for me… -Gian”

Five years ago, if someone told me that I was going to be married to the most wonderful man in the world, it would have thrown me into a frenzy of thinking that the next guy I lay my eyes on would've been the one. Thankfully, this didn't happen.

Five years ago, I was this crazy law student who didn't sleep because she was too busy with school AND her two jobs; whose only downtime was in the evenings where she was too punch drunk with digesting cases she had to go out of the library and meet up with the wonderfully interesting people she had talked to in PEx

Aileen: you are the (first) sister I never had. Thank you for taking the initiative to know me. You have been with me through my deepest funks to my highest highs. You dont get mad whenever I go crazy and go hide up in my tower, you patiently wait for me to come back and listen as I rant. Who would've thought that we would end up as each other's Matron-Of-Honor? :) Thank You for being such a specially wonderful lady.

Andy: You are the first person in PEx that I became close to. Thank you for being a constant part of my life, a quiet and simple guy who makes everything alright with the right smart sense of humor that you posses.

Precious: I have always felt honor for you chose me to be your (sometimes) confidant. Thank you for being such a lovely lady, ex-colleague and friend.

Chuck: I dont know if you feel this, but you also have been a quiet companion in my life. My confidant and sounding board. You let me pester you even when you're busy. Your intellect and humor and (sometime) jologness makes you one interesting guy.

Juju: Like Chuck, you have been a constant companion in my life where humor has made my life interestingly light. I love spending time with you.

Lois: You are one of the strongest women I know. You never have given up on life even if it hasnt been fair. In my eyes, you are one of the most beautiful women in the world because you are smart, strong and loving. I am honored to be part of your Life.

Aileen/Andy/Chuck/Juju/Precious/Lois: Thank you for letting me be part of your life. There maybe times that I have been an annoying brat, for that I apologize. I truly appreciate the friendship that we share and hope that it lasts for a long time. You guys are my Ohana.

To my other PEx friends... just because you remain unnamed doesn't mean that you do not hold a special place in my Heart. All I can say is that I have been with PEx longer than most people have been in relationships. Thank you for being a part of my life...

.-=**=-.

The internet also plays a big part in my REAL love story. It allowed me and Zedrick to have constant communication even though we were thousands of miles apart.

Zedrick: My Heart, M'anamchara, My Husband... You are everything that I have prayed to God for and more. I love us. Its like what Elizabeth Gilbert said: "People think a soul mate is your perfect fit and that's what everyone wants, but a true soulmate is a mirror, the person that shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life." I have learned alot from you and am still learning. Thank you Love, for bearing with me through my bratty days, for loving my dorky nerdy geekiness. For whenever I am with you, I can be me without fear of judgement.

Ashley: Thank you for being my Mahal's sister and in turn, for being my sister too. We havent seen each other; yet I feel your love through Zedrick. It is an honor for me that a person who I barely know loves me as much as she loves her bestfriend, for the mere fact that I am the wife of your bestfriend.

.-=**=-.

As 2010 ends, I welcome 2011 with arms wide open because I know that with my Ohana with me; I can survive anything, because they support me and I can be whoever I am destined to be because they inspire me.

Happy New Year!

NEW TOLL RATES

South Luzon Expressway.
Ang dating dalawampiso ngayon ay sais na.
>_<

ANGRY BIRDS

hello. i'm busy. ttyl.

Reading makes immigrants of us all

Reading makes immigrants of us all. It takes us away from home, but more important, it finds homes for us everywhere. ~Jean Rhys

OFF TO OUTERSPACE

My books care less
even if I haven't taken a shower
or even brushed my teeth
when i am into them.
Reading is just all they need.
And we're both happy.

Off to OUTERSPACE.

MERRY MAKING

good times
:)

ONE SCOOP ONLY

CARAMIA GELATERIA

One scoop will do.
New York Cheesecake please.

CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS

The last 24th of this year isn't the first night that i welcomed Christmas all by myself. I have spent some few years back walking my way home from the 24th evening mass just in time for 12 midnight. I have been accustomed to my solitary life during yuletide seasons, but not much having too much aversion for the holidays.

I spent the last few hours of the 24th attending the evening mass. The attendees scattered in front of the church tripled in density, but i managed to squeezed myself inside enough for me to see and hear clearly the mass celebration. Standing for straight three hours with almost little or less air is no mean feat,but with the graces of the good Lord, the skills of endurance i have long mastered in my COCC training have resurfaced. When families were asked to kiss and hug their loved ones, i knelt down, closed my eyes and pray for my loved ones who used to be by my side during this time of the year. It was then that i felt a tiny fang of pain.

I welcomed Christmas with a plate of spaghetti my sister Lai gave in late afternoon, a slice of chocolate cake my sister Lei had baked. I haven't touched the leche plan and graham cake both my sisters had given also, it got me too full digesting the thoughts i had in my mind. I missed my dad's call before dinner, got too busy helping out my sister in her bakery. My uncle's been snoring inside the room, too much alcohol intake before i went off to church. I called in the dogs to feast with me with their own plate of spaghetti and few bread slices. How cool it is to spend my Christmas eve with our dogs :)

Despite the never ending stream of Christmas parties and socials i had, the merry making aren't always really merry. Alone in the table, I miss the times we spend Christmas all together. Most families experience this kind of extinction of members, but each has to move on with their own lives, with their own families. The one that is left behind may feast on the leftovers.. leftovers in their less visible form called memories, stored in the refrigerator of the mind and cupcake of the heart.

TGIF

Thank God it's Friday.

Bolted i am to my bed. Thank You ANGRY BIRDS for the company.

Will get my lazy ass off the bed in a couple of hours.

MAJOR MAJOR PARTY!

Wistful

Lonesome night. Glad to have the moon above me.

MILK AND SAUSAGE

"For all those men who believe there’s no reason to buy the cow when you can get the milk for free… Currently 80% of women are against marriage, too, as they have wised up to the fact that for 7 ounces of sausage it’s not worth buying the whole pig."
- http://www.soundoflife.net/breakup-quotes/

LOL.

Don’t miss 2010’s solstice lunar eclipse tonight!

There is a lunar eclipse on December 21. This December solstice eclipse is also the northernmost total lunar eclipse for several centuries.

There won’t be a total lunar eclipse this far north on the sky’s dome until December 21, 2485.

That’s because this eclipse is happening almost simultaneously with the December solstice – which in 2010 occurs on December 21 – when the sun will be southernmost for this year. Remember, a totally eclipsed full moon has to lie exactly opposite the sun. The winter sun rides low to the south now, as it crosses the sky each day. So this December full moon is far to the north on the sky’s dome. It rides high in the sky – much like the June solstice sun.

Remember, it’s the same eclipse – happening in the same magical moments – for all of us.

A total lunar eclipse takes place whenever the moon passes right through the Earth’s dark umbral shadow. This can only happen at full moon, which is when the moon has swung directly opposite the sun in our sky, in its monthly orbit of Earth. During tonight’s total lunar eclipse, the moon will be totally immersed in Earth’s shadow for 72 minutes. A partial eclipse lasting for nearly the same period of time will precede and follow the total eclipse. The entire eclipse from start to finish will last about 3.5 hours.

www.earthsky.org

CALIRAYA RAINBOW

Caliraya rainbow

Lucky sweetie

It's funny to realize that some of my friends whom i haven't seen for quite some time would always ask how my car has been doing instead of asking how life has been treating me.

Lol

Poor me,lucky sweetie

EXTENDED FAMILY

Friends are a different breed. They are people you grow up with, people who allow you to discover themselves as you likewise discover yourself; they are people who let you in into their inner spaces, without inhibition, without pretension, and in their stark simplicity, make you feel at home. - Jovi Cariño

Thanks Sir Jovi, Ate Cel and Lance for the poppycorns.
^_^

TELEPHONE EFFECT

I feel so terribly remorseful after i found that a cat had been let out in the bag. The cat had been caught in the grapevines primarily due to the public presscon done by a gossiper. If we were in an excel worksheet, a circular reference error would have been flashed. Unfortunately, no error message had occurred, but slander, and verbal and moral torture done by those who in first place did the crime.

Tsk tsk. Office grapevines.

A lot of what comes down the pike is downright false.

Be wary that if you are good in keeping secrets, some people are just not. Including the ones that you trust the most.

SOME DAYS ARE BETTER THAN THIS

GOURMET'S

Great friends, Great food, Great sunset.
Thank you Lord.

from our grave

I believe that the most important lessons we give, we teach from our grave.
- Bo Sanchez

ALCHEMY

Imma spoil the fun with these combinations! bwahahahaha

acid = fire + sulfur
acid rain = acid + rain
AI = computer + life
air = basic element
alcohol = water + fire
alien = space + life
aluminium = metal + electricity
ape = human + wool
aquaman = fish + human
aquarium = glass + fish
arable land = soil + tool
ash = fire + dust
ashtray = ash + glass
baby = human + sex
bacterium = swamp + life
bank = money + brick house
beach = water + sand
beast = soil + lizard
beer = alcohol + wheat
bird = air + egg
blood = hunter + bird (extras human + dinosaur/warrior)
boat = water + wood
boiler = metal + steam
bomb = metal + gunpowder
bomber = plane + bomb
book = paper + feather
bread = fire + dough
brick = clay + fire
brick house = concrete + brick
bug = soil + worm
bulb = electricity + glass
bungalow = hut + beach
business = money + human
butterfly = air + worm
cart = wood + wheel
caviar = fish + fish
CD = laser + book
cellphone = computer + radiowave
cement = clay + limestone
ceramics = clay + human
cigarette = paper + tobacco
clay = swamp + sand
cleaner = clobber + human
clobber = fabric + patient
clone = scientist + livestock
clothing = fabric + human
cloud = steam + air
coal = tree + fire
cockleshell = stone + plankton
coffee = seeds + energy
Columbus = hero + sailing vessel
computer = TV + book
concrete = water + cement
corpse = human + poison (extras: patient + shaman and human + any deadly element. fire, warrior, etc.)
cyborg = computer + human
developer = computer + sex
dinosaur = soil + egg
doctor = human + book
dough = water + flour
dragon = flying dionsaur + fire
drinker = alcohol + human (extras: human + vodka/beer)
dust = air + soil
egg = stone + life
electricity = scientist + energy
elixer = philosopher + stone
energy = air + fire
fabric = tool + wool
fart = human + peas
feather = hunter + bird
fern = swamp + moss
fire = basic element
fire golem = fire + life
fire-arms = weapon + gunpowder
fish = bacterium + plankton
flour = stone + wheat
flying dinosaur = air + dinosaur
fried egg = fire + egg
fried meat = meat + fire
frog = fish + swamp
ghoul = zombie + corpse
glass = fire + sand
gold = elixer + anything
golem = clay + life
grass = soil + moss
gunpowder = saltpeter + sulfur
hacker = pirate + internet
hero = warrior + dragon
hospital = brick house + doctor
HouseMD = doctor + vicodin
human = golem + life
hunter = weapon + human
hut = stone + human
internet = computer + computer
japanese = human + rice
kamasutra = book + sex
katana = japanese + weapon
lake = water + water
lamp = glass + fire
laser = radiowave + fire
lava = soil + fire
lave golem = life + lava
life = swamp + energy
lighthouse = brick house + lamp
limestone = stone + cockleshell
livestock = beast + human
lizard = snake + worm
manga = japanese + book
manure = livestock + grass
meat = hunter + bird (extra livestock + human)
medicine = shaman + poison
mercury = metal + fire
metal = stone + fire
metal golem = life + metal
meteorite = space + stone
milk = livestock + human
money = gold + paper
moss = swamp + seaweed
murderer = poison weapon + human
mushroom = seaweed + soil
New York = USA + skyscraper
ninja = samurai + poison weapon
nuclearbomb = scientist + bomb
ocean = sea + sea
oil = coal + water
paper = tool + reed
patient = human + bacterium
peas = arable land + seeds
petrol = oil + tool
phantom = nuclearbomb + anything (extra: walking tree + fire)
philosopher = scientist + grass
phoenix = fire + bird
pig-iron = metal + coal
pilot = plane + human
pirate = murderer + sailing vessel
plane = bird + aluminium
plankton = bacterium + water
poison = tool + scorpion (extra tool + snake)
poison weapon = weapon + poison
pub = brick house + beer
radiation = nuclearbomb + anything
radiowave = energy + metal
rain = cloud + water
reed = swamp + grass
rice = arable land + reed
robot = japanese + tool
rocket = plane + gunpowder
rust = water + metal
sailing boat = boat + fabric
sailing vessel = wooden ship + fabric
salt = acid + metal
saltpeter = limestone + manure
samurai = japanese + weapon
sand = water + stone
scientist = doctor + book
scorpion = bug + sand
sea = salt + lake
seaweed = water + life
seeds = life + sand
sex = human + human
shaman = mushroom + human
shop = clothing + brick house
skydiver = clobber + pilot
skyscraper = brick house + glass
snake = sand + worm
sniper = fire-arms + murderer
soil = basic element
space = ocean + air
speedboat = boat + rocket
starwars = laser + weapon
steam = water + air
steam engine = boiler + coal
steam locomotive = steam engine + cart
steamship = wooden ship + steam engine
stone = water + lava
storm = air + energy
submarine = whale + metal
submariner = human + submarine
sulfur = bacterium + swamp
sun = space + lava
swamp = water + soil
team = beast + cart
terrorist = bomb + murderer
thunderbird = storm + bird
tobacco = fire + grass
tool = metal + human
torpedo = rocket + water
toy = baby + anything
tree = soil + seeds
turtle = sand + egg
TV = radiowave + bulb
UFO = alien + rocket
USA = Columbus + ocean
vampire = blood + human
vicodin = medicine + medicine
vodka = water + alcohol
walking tree = tree + life
war = warrior + warrior
warewolf = vampire + beast
warrior = weapon + hunter
warship = wooden ship + weapon
water = basic element
weapon = tool + metal
whale = plankton + fish
wheat = arable land + grass
wheel = wood + tool
wood = tree + tool
wooden ship = wood + boat
wool = beast + hunter (extra livestock + human)
worm = bacterium + swamp
yogart = milk + bacterium
zombie = life + corpse
Japanese = human + rice
kama sutra = book+ sex
katana = metal + Japanese

bwahahahahaha

wanted: NEW LIFE

tinatamad lang talaga ako mag submit ng report :'(

wanted: NEW LIFE

HECTIC

It's been a hectic weekend for me as events converge on a second weekend of the last month of the year. I am more than thankful for being blessed with this life extension, able enough to experience joys as well as fatigue for actively participating into different occasions as life's markers.

Saturday:
>Work
>Car wash
>Breads pick-up
>Bread delivery to Niel's bday party
>Bread delivery/ Jackie's Birthday Party to Children's Joy Foundation
>Home to pick-up things for tonight's xmas party
>Back to Niel's birthday celebration
>Engineering Department Christmas party

Sunday:
>Baby Bullet's Christening
>Paseo
>Nuvali
>Chillax at Nuvali Sbux with Minnette, Honey and Tisha
>Home

Off to dreamland at 8pm.

I got so tired of driving almost the whole day of Saturday while being stuck in traffic.

But on a happier note, i am always grateful for God's blessings in the form of two-legged creatures carrying their biggest hearts in their entities. (Are these called FRIENDS? :)) )

Hectic 3rd week is now on its way as i need to see Jona, Annie and Mitch for an early Christmas dinner later after work. Tomorrow is Yna's birthday so i need to work twice as fast tomorrow so we could go out at three. Saturday's the big day for our dearest Sheim, but morning i still need to bring the breads and used clothes to be donated in a gift-giving ceremony my friend Erica had organized.

The Super Heroine me is trying to get some rest in between ^_^

Thanks Yna for the Toblerone

Sweet Saturday Morning! Thanks Yna for the Toblerone :)

AWESOME

121010.Carbonara wraps. Old Spaghetti House. Paseo de Sta. Rosa 3.

The goodness is doubled when you share it with someone special.

So here goes my double goodness with me and my sis yesterday.

Spells A-W-E-S-O-M-E

Thanks

i feel so loved :) Thank you Lord for my wonderful friends :)

connection

It felt good in a morning having talked to a Muslim officemate. I had a nice chat with her over a smooth ride to the office, and the exchange of conversation had somehow filled the minute gaping void i had solemnly kept.

It felt like the entire thirty-minute chat is more than an hour of inspiration. I respect her and her religion with all my might, just as i would to anyone having different religious beliefs. As some points during the conversation, i did feel connected in some ways i couldn't decipher.

Guess I'm missing someone so dearly. And if you are reading this, you know who you are.

Take care because i always do.

gay

i think i sound like a gay in a phone interview. deym my husky voice. lol.

WURK TOO HARD

IF I DIE YOUNG

IF I DIE YOUNG
The Band Perry

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh oh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls

*last song syndrome*

Restday

Restday today.

It's a walk along the isle of catharsis.

It's a walk along the isle of catharsis.
deym life.
Just found myself confronted with some questions i kept on the front burner of my emotional stove.

I'll be ok in due time.

painful

the scars were still there for me to pry open, and they were still......







painful


:'(

too late

:'(

i just need someone to talk to.

:'(

the load is too heavy

:'(

ZZZZzzzzzzzzz

sleepy on a middle of a meeting.

ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz........

bail me out of this misery! lols

DE-STRESS IS THE NAME OF THE GAME

welcome aboard!

DE-STRESS IS THE NAME OF THE GAME.

books.books.books.

wasn't able to bail out my baby d40 out of deep somnolence

wasn't able to bail out my baby d40 out of deep somnolence. i couldn't even decipher what the staff was saying about the shutter plate problem or something. my mind was stuck at the cost of the repair. now, where am i gonna get that mucho moolah? spells BIG AND BOLD EPIC FAIL.

now what?

i dunno.

hell, i really don't know.

i'm out of focus.

twinkle twinkle little star

twinkle twinkle little star :) i love the night sky :)

Nightmare

Nightmare i had last night.

Superhero's a vampire. He was protecting me all the time. Then the villain came. Superhero disappeared. I was crying to death. The villain tried to kill me. I cried harder. Gasped deeper for breath.

130am.

I woke up with a heavy heart, tears rolling down my cheeks, convulsively catching my breath.

God I'm still alive.

Accelerate

Need for Speed shift. Rev Up. Accelerate. Brrooom brooomm.

**just upping the ante. it feels so cold being alone here in my room**

FAITHFULNESS

One day, a woman began to forget things.
Where she went.
What she said.
Where she was going.
Her husband brought her to a doctor, and sure enough, their worst fears were confirmed: She had Alzheimer’s.
After some time, her sickness progressed until she needed nursing care 24 hours a day.
Her husband didn’t want to, but he had no choice. He transferred his wife to a home care facility for patients with Alzheimer’s.
But he promised to visit her everyday.
Every 3pm, he’d visit her and spend the afternoon with her.
There came a point when she no longer recognized him.
It was so painful for him to enter her room, and she would just stare blankly at him.

One day, the husband was in a business meeting.
At 2:30pm, he stood to leave, saying he was going to visit his wife. One of his friends took him aside and asked, “Can I ask a question? Why do you still visit your wife everyday when she doesn’t know you anymore?”
He looked at his friend and smiled, “She may not know me, but I know her. And that’s enough for me.”

(excerpt from http://bosanchez.ph/god-will-never-abandon-you/)

He may not be around, but I'm still here for him. It's enough that i know that i love him.

MORE PLEASE

I want more.

Yep, am workin on a legal holiday.

NFS SHIFT

The Need for Speed junkie is back on the racetrack.
Brrrooooommm Brrrooooooommmmmmmm!

Think Fast. Drive Faster.

aytuns

bisisaaytuns

BOB ONG'S NEW BOOK

Bob Ong's # 8!

"Ang Mga Kaibigan Ni Mama Susan"

Bob Ong's first ever horror will also be the first ever Filipino book to have a nationwide simultaneous release. It's also the author's first first-person narrative in fiction and Visprint's first use of creambook paper in its publications. Lots of firsts here. Be first yourself as you witness history this Bonifacio Day 2010!

Don't miss it!

November 30, 2010

http://visprintpub.blogspot.com/

the brighter side of life

No one ever got blind or got blurred vision by looking at the brighter side of life.

^_^

Good morning superhero!

excited

excited for iOS :D

ANOTHER GREAT MORNING

Some of my great mornings are made up of Dave Matthews Band

and hot pandesal

on Eton Road.

Thank You Lord for my great mornings.

super panadero

I am up in this early 4am.
Woke up with a guitar beside me.
I miss the super panadero.
Much.much.much.

:'(

i think i'm missin' the good old times.

:'(

work.

work.

what else.

wanted: sleep

Two movies (Flipped and Step Up 3D) couldn't slake the hunger in my soul
:'(
You're always missed.

FLIPPED

FLIPPED 2010

You have to look at the whole landscape. A painting is more than a sum of its parts, a cow by itself is just a cow, a meadow by itself is just grass, flowers, and the sun peaking through the trees is just a beam of light... but you put them all together and it can be magic.
- FLIPPED


i know. i know. i've been flipped.
and i love the way i've been flipped.
je.

je

i want you here now.

SPECIAL DAY

Dear Ate,

You really made my day oh so special. Thanks for the donuts.
Love you.
>:D<

365

If i had my life to live over again,
next time I'd find you sooner...

so i could love you longer.

365

When a massive wave of depression struck me, i had no way of articulating what would happen to me.

I was wallowing with my depressing emotions yesterday that i needed a breathe of fresh air and a few moments to spend in reflection.

I know that God had long been testing my faith and that i must never give up no matter how difficult the burden is. It has been a very very long day, working on a holiday with a big and heavy heart must have been a herculean task that i have gotten myself accustomed into. A few times i have to slump myself inside the bathroom floor and just let the tears ran down my cheeks, after which i have to stand up and face the entirety of the world.

When a massive wave of depression struck me, i had no way of articulating what would happen to me.

As the cold wind of Christmas seeps through my skin, i am thankful for the moon and jupiter above for being with me last night.

Live Like You're Dying

One of these days you'll be under the covers
You'll be under the table and you'll realize
That all of your days are numbered, all of them one to one hundred
All of them millions, all of them trillions

So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for more, no, no

Take every moment, you know that you own them
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you

Gimme a reason to fight the feeling
That there's nothing here for me
'Cause none of it's easy, I know it wasn't meant to be
I know it's all up to me, it's all up to me

So what am I gonna do with my time?

I'll take every moment, I know that I own them
It's all up to you to do whatever you choose
Live like you're dying and never stop trying
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you

All of the moments you didn't notice gone in the blink of an eye
And all of the feelings you can't help feeling no matter how you try

Take every moment, you know that you own them
It's all up to you to do whatever you choose
Live like you're dying and never stop trying
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you

Live like you're dying and never stop trying
It's all up to you, use what's been given to you

Live like you're dying
Lenka

Lord please

Slowly seeing my own end coming.
Lord give me the strength to hold on.

Tears ran down my cheeks.
This is the fight i so wished to win.

God's will.

Lord please.

Goodmorning Superhero!

Sleepyhead but needs to go to work on a holiday.
Good morning Superhero!

loves driving on a bright sunny sunday morning

loves driving on a bright sunny sunday morning :)

no traffic at all. it's pacman's power punch day!

for now, i gotta work :)

REGRESSION

troubleshooting sweetie.
is it all because of the accident i had last summer?

because

because you are always here <3
i miss you.

brittle

brittle me since yesterday.
no matter how strong i intend myself to be, i just gotta give up at one time or another.

:)

life is hard.

DDLF

DDLF

PAALAM NU107

Paalam NU107

:'(

worth the wait

Some things are worth the wait.

Like Kungfu Panda 2. The Kaboom of Doom.

I am so excited!!!

Munchkins at work

Munchkins at work. Breakfast while working. Ahhhh Sunday.

YOUR UNIVERSE by Rico Blanco

YOUR UNIVERSE by Rico Blanco on loop.

I miss you superhero!

:'(

OVERHEAT

I clocked in late for work today. I had to stop right after exiting the slex because my car's temperature had fast risen.

Before the gauge hit the red line, i switched off the engine and parked on the side. Not that my heart is racing, but i wasn't too tough to open the radiator for fear of getting splashed by hot water. I called Kuya Manny and he was indeed very kind enough to rescue me, though it would mean tardiness for both of us. In less than 15minutes he was there for my call, my cousin also happened to pass by and spend time to help us out.

The expansion reservoir was full but the radiator was drained. My bad. The radiator cap is faulty enough for the circulation. But i still need to have my radiator cleaned to prevent further problems. Foremost, i have none to blame but myself for failing to check the car before using it. That's a real shame.

Nevertheless, I'm one blessed girl in a friday morning for having God's favour and protection channeled through His pipelines in the form of Kuya Manny and Kuya King.

Thanks be to God.

Till I Hear It From You

I didn't ask
They shouldn't have told me
At first I'd laugh, but now
It's sinking in fast
Whatever they've sold me
Well baby I don't want to take advice from fools
I'll just figure everything is cool
Until I hear it from you
It gets hard
The memory's faded
Who gets what they say
It's likely they're just jealous and jaded
Well maybe I don't want to take advice from fools
I'll just figure everything is cool
Until I hear it from you
Until I hear it from you
I can't let it get me off
Or break up my train of thought
As far as I know, nothing's wrong
Until I hear it from you
Still thinking about not living without it
Outside looking in
Til we're talking about it, not stepping around it
Maybe I don't want to take advice from fools
I'll just figure everything is cool
Until I hear it from you...

Till I Hear It From You
Gin Blossoms

missing je...

Don't take it against us, dear MTD

Does reducing lights and other convenience features tantamount to PRIORITIZING SAFETY?

Tant pis.

Why not try improving your services for total customer satisfaction before augmenting the toll collection?

Don't take it against us, dear MTD.

Until further notice.

This is one of the reasons why the Philippine government sucks.

KENNY ROGERS SMOKERS

I think the people behind Kenny Rogers Roasters in SM Calamba don't realize the importance of safety in their store.
I went there last night for a grilled fish meal that wasn't available on any other food chains there. I almost got suffocated in the smoke that was coming from their grill and was spreading in the dining area. For a moment, i thought of it as an isolated incident at that very moment, and the smoke would gradually cease to exist, so me and my friend decided to pursue our dinner and just chose a table that was a bit farther from where the smoke was coming. We happen to find one in the right corner. So while my friend is queued for our orders, i just sat and started to tame the curiosity that was brewing inside me.

But the odds are great. If i am a cat, i would have used up my seven lives for entertaining my curiosity. LOLS. While the smoke was spreading faster and bigger in the dining area, i began to wonder if there were any smoke alarm/ detector installed in the store.

And i found not ONE, but A LOT. It was installed in an array, a perfect matrix of rows and columns in the ceiling.
But lo and behold, it's either they were intentionally turned off, or not even working.

For a smoke that full and fast spreading, i wonder how silent and how numb their alarms were.

For a business that is just operating for barely two weeks with a situation such as these, i wonder if any one from the safety department is concerned. Or were they even given permits to operate without proper safety inspection? For crying out loud! They were in grilled food business and they should have at least fine-tuned their operations so as not to suffocate their customers!

I just dawned on me how in the hell could they operate on such situation where they see their customers being suffocated. It's so frustrating how business thrives well at the expense of the comfort of the consumers. Even more frustrating that consumers are still willing to shell out some bucks to satisfy their cravings served at that specific dining.

I was still in college when an incident in Waltermart Calamba about a small fire from an alleged leaking gas tank in a food chain caused alarm and panic to the consumers inside the mall. Some of my friends who got caught inside were forced to their way out through the cinema's exit, after which they have to jump through a wall to get to the other side of the fence for their escape. No one would ever want this to happen again.

With the swarm of people frequenting SM Calamba since its opening two weeks ago, we just hope that the proper authorities will do their part in securing the safety of their people, beyond profit and gains.

And i found you

Exactly a year ago, i was waiting for you right at this very hour.
We were about to meet at 5pm, but it's way past 5 and you still weren't around.
I whiled away the minutes at the bookstore, and didn't notice that time had passed so quickly.
T'was 6 and you were around, but you got me nowhere to be found, an unfamiliar place beyond your grasp! lols.
So i agreed to meet where you were standing.

And i found you.

:)

Just reminiscing. Ang traffic talaga lagi ano?

YOUR UNIVERSE

It's been a year.


:)


Tell me something
When the rain falls on my face
How do you quickly replace it with
A golden summer smile?

Tell me something
When I'm feelin' tired and afraid
How do you know just what to say
To make everything alright?

I don't think that you even realize
The joy you make me feel when I'm inside
Your universe
You hold me like I'm the one who's precious
I hate to break it to you but it's just
The other way around
You can thank your stars all you want but
I'll always be the lucky one

Tell me something
When I'm 'bout to lose control
How do you patiently hold my hand
And gently calm me down?

Tell me something
When you sing and when you laugh
Why do I always photograph my heart
Flyin way above the clouds?

I don't think that you even realize
The joy you make me feel when I'm inside
Your universe
You hold me like I'm the one who's precious
I hate to break it to you but it's just
The other way around
You can thank your stars all you want but
I'll always be the lucky one

You can thank your stars all you want
But I'll always be the lucky one
I'll always be the lucky one
I'll always be the lucky one

YOUR UNIVERSE
Rico Blanco

bbbrrrrr

ang lamig. bbbrrrrrrr