I had a very relaxing sleep last night with my fan turned off. Although the rain fallen into a mist, it was still way too cold. The last time i checked, it's already summer season. As a matter of fact, i had gone to two occasions of summer beach bumming to date, the first at Canyon Cove with Badz and Ron and the last to Isla de Higantes with Mayeth, Ady, Jean and Kuya Mike. I am even excited to our vacation next week and planning is underway to another adventure on May. All i know is that it's supposed to be the time of the year to frolick and bash (and get our skin scorched.lol) under the smiling sun.
It's alarming how the climate change has been adversely affecting our usual lives. The summer season usually kicks in at the onset of the love month, but this time, rain showers, cloudy skies, and cold breeze linger around even at the end of first quarter. I am quite not sure of any impending news about a storm, haven’t heard of it or read in media, but it’s quite disturbing and alarming in equal measure how our dear world is changing.
A friend of mine posted in his facebook a status about repenting for all our sins because the world is about to end. His evidence: rain showers on summer days. Is the world ending in 12122012? Oh my.
For now, I am much elated for the peeking sun. As far as I could do, I’ll do the sun dance til next week, and offer eggs to the monastery so that our trip next week would have a sunny weather. Hehe. Joke lang.
Got my hair trimmed yesterday.
It’s a brand new day today.
back to hell.
to my right is the dark side.
how can someone so big be so bobo.
oh totoy bibo.
u deserve all the damnation.
Stocks here there and everywhere
Yesterday’s kinda worst. So for today, I’d like to start it brand new, and enjoy my work, love my job and work like I don’t need money.
You inspire me to be persistent in finding a more fulfilling, rewarding and enjoyable job. Thank you for being an @$$h0le. You fuel me to be very eager in looking for another job. You are such an inspiration.
There’s a hell in my head last night and it was pounding me to death. Slept way too earlier than the usual.
My mind is already off to a vacation.
Sad that my physical self is still at work.
Oh puuhhleeezzzzz. Uwian na J)
Ipod Touch 4th Gen and Sun Cellular 3g Router (borrowed from Rey. Hahaha)
Now I am utterly disturbed by my newly-installed apps.
Just wanna go home and…
*big evil grin*
My first time to ride the LRT Line 2. A 20-minute ride from Cubao-Recto, man it was such a swift!
A lot of prayers sent to Him amidst the beeps and honks and cheers and jeers and loud calls and shouts around. I know God heard mine.
Blood-sucking time again. I need to count the intruders in my system.
It was a very tiring day.
But I love it.
Been traveling and walking to and from the whole day.
Need to rest muna. I seemed to have caught some virus i am not feeling good na naman
Am such a weakling princess.
Anyways, i hope everything turns out well.
Milk and cookies are good for the body.
So off I am on a Monday morning sipping hot milk and chocolate chip cookies while working my butt on quality process variables.
It’s a feel good Monday J
nobody noticed my new eyeglasses. hehe. like like like.
“Hide-and-seek, grown-up style. Wanting to hide. Needing to be sought. Confused about being found.”
― Robert Fulghum, All I Really Need to Know I Learned in Kindergarten: Uncommon Thoughts on Common Things
Yesterday, i was so full of hatred i wanted to put my foot in my boss' mouth. I wanted to kick him, slap him, and torture him until he has at least a grasp of what leadership means. He seems to know everything, or claims to be superior, when in fact, he's got insufficient knowledge and null understanding on our production processes.
Am I being too judgmental? Oh the crap in me. I won't hold any statement, until he proves himself worthy of that post. Until he knows what pareto diagram is, until he is able to interpret bar and line graphs. Until he knows how it is to be a good leader... to be a good manager.
Oh please save my soul in this forging hell.
Ps. Fact you boss. (Magpakatotoo ka ^_^)
It sucks when you have a no-brainer boss.
Oh life. Life oh life.
I was supposed to be happy because today's the last day of the work week. But news about our evaluation greeted me bad at the onset of day.
I f*cked up 2011.
I lost my luster already and as time passes, i am slowly loosing a part of me.
Sometimes i see life insipidly, bland to the very fore.
When i decided to let go of the job opportunity
I stayed where i am and bit all the bullets of misery this company has to offer. I often wonder where i got the strengths to stand still despite all the travails of sarcasm, the mockeries of skepticism, and the hard physical labor we had to perform.
**** i ran out of juices. kaboom!
hirap ng walang tulog.
antok na antok na ko.
I just learned of some untold stories that made clear some things of the past that had burdened me then in some way or another. Some friends spoke negative things behind my back, and managed to strike smiles in front of me.
I won't wash my hands off the matter, but admittedly, these same persons had been a bane at one point in my life. I was just too lazy to hate them that much, for hating them would just make my world smaller, sadder, lonelier and everything in between hell and being more hell.
Having learned now of the real culprits behind that incident when we were questioned by the admin regarding our whereabouts, i don't feel animosity to them anymore. Although i pity them for thriving on petty things to pull us down, i could still laugh to my hearts out on how funnier it had been back then that their intentions were put into question after we had presented our approved and signed forms as evidences against their wrong claims. It was case- closed in an instant. Back then, i never knew who our detractors were, and never did i had any desire to know them.
Now that the cat has been let out of the bag, and now that they have their own faces, i actually wouldn't care. The past has been long gone. It is true that no secret could be kept forever. And if you fire at me behind my back, i would always know... in due time.
I've been missing my sweetie for the past two months. Stuck in our garage, the macho now refuses to start. Admittedly, it wasn't at all easy for me to revert to the cowboy daily commuter, but then again, i have learned a lot and will continue to embrace the journey until i find the car repair and maintenance on top of my priority list.
I have yet to know when i would have my car fixed. I am being generous enough to spend my time wandering. Just because my car can't be moved doesn't mean i have to stay still also. Frankly, i could have it fixed at the onset of its tantrums, but i chose to discover myself more and let it go temporarily while enjoying life's adventures.
But it isn't always that easy. It isn't always that smooth. I could always enjoy a comfortable reclining seat with my headphones on as i snap a nap on our way to work, but nothing beats the moments when i would sing at the top of my lungs while tapping the steering wheel and revving the engine harder as i jive to the amplitudes of Enter Sandman by Metallica and Crash into Me by Dave Matthews Band. I could always read a book or watch a flick in my ipod, or chat with someone while seated in a bus or jeepney, but somehow i dearly miss the solemnity and freedom of being where i want to be at my own convenience, time wise.
Ya know, there are always two sides to a coin.
Insomnia had been my unsolicited visitor last night, along with the hordes of depressing thoughts that i could not decipher. I battled harder for the peace of mind that i so needed, and lady luck sided with me as I slipped to dreamland before midnight.
I need a parachute so i won't hit rock-bottom when times like these flash in an instant.
I'm sleepy now.
Gimme a break.