Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I spent my saturday night waiting for a buzz in my YM. Crazy as it may seem, but i did miss the heck of him. haha. My sister had always wanted to see me sleep earlier, and so does my kuya and some of my friends who knew my health condition. Well, to cut the blah blah, i received no IM from him. Haha. But i was able to doze off earlier than my usual sleeping hours.

I was awaken at 230am due the beeping of my mobile. Stream of messages are flowing in. Flooding! Thanks to the anti-spam feature of YM, the flood has been contained. My fingers are all set in autopilot reply, it was only the morning after that i realized that i had replied twice to two of the messages that were sent to me. Lucky you. Haha.

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Congratulate me.

It was a very productive Sunday for me. I was able to wash and iron my clothes :D I haven't open the pc for almost the whole day. Once again.. i was able to doze off in a Sunday afternoon...notwithstanding the noise of the children playing in our neighbor.
I had a pretty nice sleep after 5 rounds of a need for speed underground race..which i never had the chance to win.nyahahah. (kuya..help me win just once race please.please.)

Recharged.

Ohh la la.

Monday, January 28, 2008

I MISS YOU

Thursday, January 24, 2008

WINNING

Winning is not physical, it is moral. It is a triumph of the spirit.

Winning is not external, it is internal. It is felt in the heart.

Winning is not about finishing first, it is about being an inspiration to others. It is showing others the best they can be.

Winning is not about keeping, it is about sharing.

Winning is not about leading the pack, it is picking yourself up after falling down and limping all the way to the finish line.

-Conrado de Quiros
There's the Rub, PDI 03/29/06

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Oh how I love Mr. De Quiros.


Wednesday, January 23, 2008


I'm doomed. I shouldn't have let myself get trapped in his attention.

I would really want to escape from this misery.

Was told to.....


UNLEASH.

But i just couldn't. No no no.

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My mood is rapturous, the evening is young, all seemed right with the world. That's how it feels when we are connected. Sometimes, the quick banter between us gives way to a more stilted conversation, punctuated by longer pauses. Time really has an inevitable function.

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Would i just let myself get drowned in this lollapalooza? Or I'd better put the kibosh on this matter?

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Ye. Said he's there to make me happy. Virtually. Yeah. But what if i wouldn't be around in this virtual world till the cows come home?

It's been so great having him. Was i really moved. When he once kidded saying *****, he just didnt know how it felt. Yeah, my world momentarily stopped, everything went to a halt, & i knew the stars went into alignment. But that was only climactic. Because after the snap of a finger, things have to revert back to square one, in order to preserve a bond that is more important than the intertwining of two souls for a romance.

OOOpppppppssss... am i getting a bit sappy here?

Hays.


Who needs love? :((


Monday, January 21, 2008

DISCOMBOBULATED.. AGAIN

I am consumed by the idea of leaving my post. Damn. Was i so confused. really. Would it be on the 5th month? Or by next year perhaps? Discombobulated I really am.

What would I do after? Will my decisions be justifiable? uurrrrgggghhhhh. Why am i havin' a sense of urgency in this matter? uurrrrrrgggghhhhh.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

The Best Ang Tahong Sa Bay Area

This testimonial always makes me feel good :)


The Best Ang Tahong Sa Bay Area

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[Jr. Admin]myxtlplyx

Ang Tahimik Na Jr. Admin
Certified Member
December 09, 2007, 08:55:32 PM »

DEC 9, 2007



MADAMING TAHONG SA Q.AVE TSKA MABINI PERO DA BEST YUNG SA MAY BAY AREA SA MOA FRESH NA FRESH

bago ang lahat bibigyan ko muna ng isa si yummy hehehe

MYX : yum batok
MYX : yummy hindi 0915 ang start ng number ni kers 0917

tska c SAL hehehe

MYX : SAL
MYX : nag text ako sau di ka nag reply hehehe
MYX : pero alam ko nmn palpak ang SUN kse pareho tau hahaha
MYX : SAL idol bow bow bow


IDOL GLEN !!!!! Tnx sa pagrelay ng text ko kay ADMIN SHE bka di kme nagkita kung di dahil sau bow bow idol


12:30 pm nsa MOA nko. Na late ako sa meeting place dahil hindi ko makita yung place. Ang sabi ni Admin She may sign daw na XXXciting, XXXtreme, XXXpress basta puro XXX tapos building I (kala ko "I" or Inifiniti Club sa Roxas Blvd) pero sandali lng ako naghanap
nakita ko agad dumating ako sa meeting place mga 2:40 hehehe

pagdating ko nsa labas na c ADMIN MIKE ng MOM and DAD or MOMS and DADS resto waiting for me.....


pagpasok ko sa loob ng DADS and MOMS or MOM and DAD andun na silang lahat ready na yung food

(blue marlin, sinigang, shrimps at yung favorite ko yung "TAHONG") syempre courtesy of WYSI (boss wysi salamat!!!)


FIRST TIME KO NAKITA SI :

KERS - S-Ex ang na feel ko sa kanya.... actually bago pa ko pumunta S-Ex na tlga ang nararamdaman ko sa pagkikita
namin ni KERS

S-Ex = Super Excited (sama ng isip nyo)

Super excited ako kse first time ko na meet ang partner in crime ko

-She's pretty in person except for the glasses (mag contacts ka na lng, trash the glasses)
-SMART TLGA ANG DATING, MUKHANG MATALINO (smart na matalino pa) SAKSAKAN NG KULIT, SOON TO BE THE TOP POSTER SA VOYEUR...
-May bitbit na ITIM NA VIBRATOR na 3 ang dulo di ko alam kung paano nya ginagamit yun
-May librong dala "SEx (Super Excited) for DUMMIES" ata yun
-May dalang DIGICAM para pang boso
-Saksakan pa ng TAKAW inubos yung isang bowl na kanin
-Inagawan pa ng fruits si kaye kaye
-Pa prim and proper effect hindi man lang ako niyakap
-takot pala tong c kers sa kapatid nya hahaha
-sabi mo pa2 "BJ" (Buko Juice) ka pag nagkita tau

next.....

LAI LAI - Lai lng pala sorry.....

-para silang kambal ni kers (yung isa adopted, yung isa anak sa labas)
-parang executive ang dating (san ka nga bang club nag wo2rk) hehehe joke
-she looks shy and pretty din syempre
-di kme msyadong nakapag talkies busy sya sa pag aalaga kay kaye

next......

ASIAN

-she's very nice and accomodating
-she's also very very sweet in person
-and very very cute


syempre last...

WYSI

-"MR. SUAVE" ang dating
-very cool and composed
-ang pogi neto muntik nkong bumigay hehehe
-tnx for the invite boss wysi the best ka bow bow



2ND TIME KO NAMAN NAKASAMA CLA

BOSS MIKE - mejo lumabas na ang pagka makulit dami naming napag usapan mostly sa mga banda tska sya yung nakapansin ng boso sa likod namin hehehe

KAYE KAYE - "HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE" binigyan nya ko ng piece ng apple na binigay sa kanya ng "SINGING COOKS AND WAITERS"


and lastly

C ADMIN SHEREE - panay ang pabalat ng hipon kay admin mike hahaha....after eating lumabas sya para mag yosi...
sumunod ako sa kanya,.. paglabas ko biglang nawala yun pala nsa harap ko lng di ko nakita ang liit kse e hahaha


Sheree : boobsie
Sheree : MYX


after eating magpupunta pa cla sa STAR CITY (Snow World mode sabi nga ni kers) ako naman i have to report to work sayang...

pero bago kami naghiwahiwalay ng picture taking muna sa BAY AREA

and

WE WATCHED THE SUNSET KAHIT WALANG SUN.....



oo nga pala may nakalimutan ako......

MYX : naps
MYX : wala ka na naman as usual

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[Jr. MoD]kerstinne25
DEEPLY WOUNDED
Junior Moderator
December 11, 2007, 10:44:30 PM »

This testimonial is for my pakner in crime, who plucked me from obscurity in this underground world. (clap, clap, clap)


Call time: 930am, Ayala Pavillion Mall (naks, Ayala chuvaness)
Set by Wysi and Kers

Actual time of Arrival: 1015am
With Lai and Lois


Late kami dumating ng sis ko Smiley Took us less than an hour to reach the venue Cheesy Sa kaalaman ng lahat, mahal na mahal ko ang pavillion dahil dito lang may malapit na CD-R king: ang one-stop shop ng mga namimirata lol

At dahil naiwan namin ang aming kikay kit sa bahay...nagpabili pa kami ng kikay stuffs (secret kung ano man un) kay kuya nung sabihin nya na dadaan muna sya sa supermarket to buy something Cheesy hehehe. Spoiled brats. lols.

So nagkita din kami. Red car, naka park sa may daanan lang. Muntik pa kami magkamali ng ppuntahang sasakyan..kase may nakapark din na red crv sa unahan lng nila. Mabuti na lang at malakas ang lukso ng dugo ng kapatid ko ..hahahah..at dun kami hinatak ng tadhana sa tamang sasakyan.

So ayun. Nagkita din kami ng kuya ko Cheesy Si ate asian naman, nagmeet na kami before..so beso-beso chuvaness muna. Lakad na din agad kami.

Sa expressway...may sarili kaming mundo ng sis ko. Piktyur piktyur ng kalokohan.. At dahil daw napakadaldal ko..nalito si kuya ng exit..sa E-PASS ONLY kami napa exit. Swoosh. Ayos. (Hintayin na lang natin ung testimonial ng pulis or ni kuya kung pano naganap ang pagpapalaya..nyahahaha)

Maaga naman kami sa megamall. Sandali lang kami nakahanp ng parking: approximately 60mins...sa 4th floor na. Bawal kase mainitan ung epektus na dala ni kuya Cheesy hehehe.kaya kelangan sa covered magpark.

PAgdating sa starbucks..kumpleto ang tropa. Piktyur piktyur. Tapos bye-ness na din agad. Family day naman kami sa MOA. Ung special guest namin...exited ako ma meet..kse pakner ko un hindi lang sa kalokohan..kundi sa mga problem sharing din.weeeew. **teary-eyed**

Maaga si Myx sa dampa. Pro ibang dampa ung pinuntahan nya. Sa madaling salita, lampas ata ng dalawang oras bago kami nagkita, hinanap pa nya ung Building I sa tapat ng Exciting, Exhilarating, Experience..ewan ko ba kung anong mga XXX un sa tapat ng MOA. Abala naman kami ng kapatid ko sa pag aalaga kay Kaye dahil ako ang official yaya ni kaye sa OC Cheesy at dahil anjan sya...reliever muna sya Cheesy

MYX, Tapon mo na yang sim mo. Madalas cannot be reached. Maaraw naman nung panahon na un lol

Exited din ako na makita si Myx. Pero nung magkita na kami, d man lang kami nakapagshake...ng hands Cheesy Gutom na kase kami Smiley) Diretso kain na agad. Sa totoong buhay, tao pala itong si Myx. Akala ko kase action figure lang. hehehe. Puro aksyon sa shoutbox e Cheesy Pro okey sya. Cool. Cute. hahaha. Malaki ang katawan nya...pde sa pelikula ng machete...hahahah...Joke. A basta..sasabihin ko kay Nap..IKAW ANG TUNAY NA HEARTTHROB!!! Sowi talaga hindi man lang kita napa BJ (Buko Juice)...pagpunta mo na lng dito sa min..promise..buong puno ng NIYOG ibibigay ko syo Cheesy (Magpapa isaw ka na nyan pag nagSHOW ka na dito sa min..bwahahahah) Ayos talaga. Myx...IDOL!!!!! Ngayon..maiintindihan na ng kapatid ko kung bakit lagi ako humahagikgik sa harap ng pc kapag may shoutbox na kaharap.IDOL ka na din nya MYX!!!!

Masarap ang tahong. Ang Blue marlin. Ang maya-maya Cheesy Pro ang masaya...nung nagulat si baby admin ng biglang kumanta ng happy birthday ang mga crew

SHE, sa susunod..ayaw na daw ni Kaye na kakantahan sya kapag kumakain **LMAO**

Masaya naman ang kainan. Mas masaya kase may dalang F4 si Myx. Usapan talaga namin ni Myx, sa may simbahan kami magkkita. Ilalaglag sa may basurahan ang mga epektuss. Ah basta..ala ALIAS ang setting. Pero dahil F4 ang dinala ni Myx, hindi pde ilaglag sa basurahan. Dapat ilagay sa magandang lalagyan, lagyan ng spotlight. Ang ganda talaga. Nakaka touch ung moment habang inaabot nya. Gusto ko tuloy mag speech sana:

"I am nothing special; of this I am sure. I am a common girl with common thoughts, and I've led a common
life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved my friends with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been a life." (adopted from the notebook by nicholas sparks)


Pero syempre..hamfanget at hangcorny naman. Pero basta..naiintindihan na ni Myx ung nararamdaman ko kahit hindi ako magsalita...Ang mga ups and downs na pinagdadaanan ko...kahit hindi ako magsalita..ah basta..thanks talaga..

Nyahahaha. Eto talaga pinakamasayang moment. Picturan ko si Kuya Mike...tapos..sa gilid ng picture..konting close up..closer...closer..closer...CLICK. heheheh. Hanapin nyo na lng sa kabilang boards kung ano un Cheesy

Pagkatapos nun, piktyur piktyur na naman. Watching sun nga daw kahit hindi pa sunset or sundown. Tapos bye ness tym na kay pakner..kse kelangan nya mag work Cheesy Huhuhuhu. Ma mmiss kita Myx. Huhuhuhu

Myx Pakner, next tym..sana mas matagal ka namin makasama. Sayang talaga...d man lng kita nabatukan lol

At napatunayan ko na may celfone talaga sya.

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

January 1, 2008

ur afraid to lose me????????///////
y???????????
frends cum and go
im no special
and if im goin to tel u mag aasawa na ko ur afraid?
e mawawala n ko
e gettin married na nga
mawawala na nga
for example lang naman
im just tackling ur idea of bein afraid losin me
im surprised u did tel me that
so u love me?
u love me?
how much u love me?
ur fallin on me?
huh
im sory
i cant understand
im sory lois
kkgcing ko naguguluhan ako
oh gee
wat m i blabberin..
damn
wat did i say
wat did i say??
i tink i did say smethin
dat i must say
rather i must nt utter
oh my
forget bout it
and im sory
no example
its about u fallin on me
im human too
it makes sense
niweis
im sory im panicky
natawag ka eh
ye
no
no
no
no
no
im disturbed coz u called me and im afrafreid smethin happend to u and im afraid coz u sounded lyk no ok amd im just
im just afraid
ur gone
adrenalin kick maybe
owe me???/
yeah
i tink
i tink
e kaw kc e
forget ds day weve bin here
no words heard
ur?
no
thers a lot of me
may higit pa sakin na darating
dont treasure me too mux
im a wanderer ala ka mapapala saken
dont tek all my words
m i teasin u?
if i say im just teasin u do u rily bliv that im actually teasin u?
if i say i hate u do u rily bliv i hate u?
pag buy ka ng 2nd hand car wat generally una mong titingnan?
ye
look inside lois
now
m i teasin u?
sounds like a kid
kala ko bata kaya nataaasan ko boses
ano nraramdaman mo?
laymans pls
tas?
tas?
ano gamot nyan?
ano gamot accdg to me
lets go to bed now
never ever say u love me again
tek a big rest
u must slip now
naku lois
k
ill remember ol doz words
u dont hav to worry things bout me
about me towads u
towards
lets see a month later
hav a blessed nyt lois
PS
PLS WEN IM ASKIN U THINGS LIKE A WYL AGO PLS ANS ME DIRECTLY AH SWEETY?
ok?
ayos ba?

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May 18, 2008

just woke up
ala pa ko sa senses
naligo ka?
bat basa hair m?
well i like ur hair nw
lunch k n ba?
hilig m humawak ng mic
hilig m magsalita
madada k tlaga
of cors special ka
special show
u got me
show gusto e
talk show
no wat i min behind wen im smilin?
ur fallin i tink
bat nga ba
ur fallin
keep on healin lois
masaya n ko pag ok k na
ok na kong mawala pag magaling k na
at least may extra poise ka na
and to follow ur big dreams
huy
i wanna speak some thing
ur ok?
alang iyakan ha
i mean talk freely
e bat ganyan mukha m
i knw ur fallin on me
u dont deservd me lois
i dont have clear view in life
malapit k ng gumaling
and i just wanna be true to u
im engaged na lois
shes a lawyer to be
shes takin bar anytime
and shes migrating to us
now im tellin u
im so damn stupid
shes workin in a company affilited n bloomberg
bear wd me i lied for d very first time
i mean
i just cant take it
cmon pour down on me
did u ever ask me?
pinaamin m ba ko
just wanna ask
how did u knw
well
huh
im liberatin myself
im not into dis stupid me
im not used into ds
dats y im nt speakin words that cud hurt u lois
find ur good boy lois
feelin ko i stabbed some1
i need to tell u early lois
coz somwer in time i did felt something bout you
and i dont want to shatter lives
i nid to halt doz little demons
cmon plis hate me nw
coz i hate myself nw
well i wish u goodluck
y dont we speak nw
i did nw
coz i did felt
na its high time
and im afraid ur fallin too deep
and me too
for sure
ur a little late lois
little late
im torned
hayss
im damn stupid
me too
ala ako magagawa sobrang sexy mo e
its ma nature
ye
no
just to gain ur atention
coz masungit k
d namamansin
u knw wat caught me bout you sa lahat ng ym id na andun sa thred na un?
ur name
kerstinne25
i dunno
stop cryin nw
ala na ako
well if dat thing could lessen ur burdens
ah ipapadala ko
dont wury
if u wnt me to stay ill stay
ye
i did lie once pero im nt lyin ol d time
well bring me down lois
dont worry bout ur stuff
im damn sory lois
lois
forget about me im a crap
lets end ds
im just goin to listen
got to slip nw lois
im tired
its day one
start a new life
heal urself
balitaan m ko sa bloodtest
u did move me
niweis
kaw na bhala sa hatol lois
i did speak
truth did set us free
ok
i dont tink bout ur sickness
i firmly bliv that ur goin to get well soon
may isang araw noon na aminado akong nahulog ang loob ko sayo
d ko lang dapat at d talaga dapt mangyare un
jan or feb
well
may makikita ka pang sampung sweety lois
no i mean greater dan me
andun lang sila waitin for u
dats y im tellin u often na paligaw ka na uli
to have sme 1 to look for u legally
wats wd me?
u dont knw
ah wd u?ur witty
ur too good
ye
senxa na d ako seloso
got to slip nw
godbless
alis n ko lois
huy
phase out na ata router
be brave
tnx
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